hahah...halo...it has been a week since i blog le..last sun til this sun le...hee.erm been a week le..haiz..feel so bad yowards myself manz..super lazy studyin..mus push le,but 4 me i wil when then time cums..heheh....ya..last mon? erm rot ba...rot n rot all the wae...hee..dnt neo lahz..then tue gt tuition...then wed actuali gt tuition..but dear's temple gt stuff on so when over..stay at his place 4 2 nights..reali treasure the times i hv with him now...coz he is suoer bz now..haiz..luckily thurs gt study..finali,started or nt i wil die in his hse...in his hse help his mum wash clothes,gt vacuum then rot here n ther..hahah.haiz dnt neo lahz.then fri gt tuition again lorz..but sat return to his hse to stay again coz gt function..then ya..im bk here 2night..kekek...
ok..after my daily updatin..here r my personal thots..jus feel so much this few daes/weeks coz is lyk i felt neglected by him and that im nt nt sae nt understandin or unreasonable or throwin temper.im a ger,who is by nature sensitive..he is far too bz..i js feel that my presence to him doesnt matters anymore and that althou we meet,we dnt hv time 4 each other wanz..even when the nights i stayed at his place,he oso so tired,i oso want him to hv a gd rest uh..thatz y..then is lyk i gt tel him sae that he super bz..then he asked me,u dnt wan me to be bz mehz?is lyk thatz nt wat i meant lorz..wat i wish is very simple..jus to reali let me feel secure when u hv the time.haiz,mayb im jus plain sensitive n im afraid to reali lose him..reali..w/o him,i begin to lose myself..then again..i love him alotz..ya..i wis him success in wateva he does n i want him to be hapi in wat he does but at least make me feel im his gf..:) i neo i said it alot of times...but i stil want to sae,dearie,i love u,love u.love u n is stil the 3 words of i love u!i love u truely,madly,deeply...u r my everythin..my dear dear,my darlin,my boi boi,my edwin,my hwee...i want to spend life with u,im serious..thatz y i scared u wil ever leave me 1 dae...pls dnt..i wont leave u too unless u chose to...i love u!*mUaCkZ*
okiez...anywae..al my pals out there,gd lucks 4 ur oncumin examz ba...oso wed i goin 4 screenin le..wish me gd luck,pray 4 me if u guys can.thx alotz!also i want to thx u all 4 the encouragement u guys gave me esp durin examz when i dnt hv the confident!thx palzz:)
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{/4/25/2004 11:05:00 PM}
♥ Sunday, April 18, 2004
hiyor my blogger....todae is a sun..marks the end of a week...but is oso the start of a new week le...2dae...erm..merely is wastin time,idlin ard...coz went temple with dearie n his family...went to hv curry fish head as brunch then headed dwn...tthen help dearie in cleanin up the coffeeshop with his relatives too...then was ard 3 le....then stay in temple sit here n there,walk here n there,clean up,pray pray lorz..kekek..then luckily 2dae abit free coz mostly all done le,so acc me hm 4 dinner lo..thx dear!*mUaCkZ*watched the NKF...again was reali nice n touchin.kekek...then dear headed hm @ 10 coz he needs to fetch his sis @ queensway...then aiyo manz...my dear asked me abt dearie's temple gt wat god then sae alot of stuff abt those significant stuff...hiaz..those names so chim...lyk im surpose to neo manz...hahaha.anywae sum of them i understand wat he sae,reali true..then shit he talk soooo much n loud tt my mum woke angrily...kekke...yeah...my dae end le..shit manz haven started..die..no mood manz...dear dear so bz..might persist 4 the next 1-2mths...i must mus bear!coz i simply love him lotsa!hehehe
updatin on sat
17/04/2004 woke up earli coz gt bca test...then need to wake weilun up..haha..extra..nah...kiddin.then headed 4 sch..then do the test,so gan jiong....haiz...sad!scare lehz..coz no time lehz.then when i gt hm i re try then can lehz...haiz sad meanz i neo wanz but no time...then stay at dearie hse thruout..do nth..online here n there,use his air con,slp,watch tv,then wait 4 dearie til so late coz he in temple nt free ma..so bo bian lehz...coz i miss him too much ma..hehe..but luckily can stayed at dearie hse tt dae....coz reali too late le n he haven had dinner,then he oso tired to drive me hm...n journey very long...kekke..aniwae yeah,had a gd night at dearie hse but din get to watch my fav tv show "huan zhu ge ge"...... heeee
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{/4/18/2004 11:51:00 PM}
♥ Saturday, April 17, 2004
heyhey...bloggin time...
15 April 2004 hehehe...updatin again...a thurs..nearli couldnt gt up 4 sch...but onli 2hrs nia..dnt neo wat to wear so wear shorts lorz...but dnt neo y...i wear..actuali dare to wear but when enter tthe class every1 make me feel so...dnt neo watt..abbit agry oso...haiz..wateva lahz!then econs tutorial again...but this last tutorial oso special,he say no 1 to feed us so we do lorz..do til i so blur...cindy reali fast in doin things,mayb coz she understand things fast ba,me,sh n mayb kang stil ther blur blur dnt neo wat to do sia..so do do n do...then they present the 1st part while me the present the last part..areadi paiseh le then present tt time saw the guys laughin at me..dnt neo is abt wat we wrote or how i wear ...aniwae...i wil stil wear it again wanz..then they all went hv but i din go..ya..thatz is it..
16 April 2004 yea yea...finali fridae le...last dae of sem..fri oso nth much...gt ffa tutorial..reali enjoyed myself in his lesson,i jus feel he is sum1 whom deserve my respect as wil as jing pei!even during jokin time he wil play hard with us de..staudy time he wil do his best...then i feel every1 should neo when to sher ke er zhi sometimes..neo when's the limit...he is afteral our tutor,our senior..yeah..then had econs lec..wah was areadi cold in ffa n this lecture the air con lyk free manz...super duper cold...+im hungry then too...hee..ya,then went clementi ate chicken rice instead of goin eat prata coz farhana din join us...yeah so when reached then how i neo is the same way uh...then i bring them walk 1 big round..then my ceo blmae me...sob sob...i dnt stay there ma..i jus bring u al to how i awaz walk ma...sori every1!but was then super angry n pissed when cindy told me stuff abt bca!kaoz!urgh!irritating manz! k..then time stil earli..dnt wan go bk to sch yet coz onli 2+ nia..so made a trip dwn to dearie hse..w/o him neoin...then had a rest,bathe n gt bk to sch...is reali lame manz..coz i dnt understand wat they sayin...i super blur but saw mr pon..kekek. the rush hm...sit awhile nia,hv dinner then need to go out again 4 tuition..haven stuadied 4 bca then n was areadi worn out 4 tt dae le...so bo bian!haiz.wah i wan complain SBS manz... this 161 service uh..lyk 1 hr cum 1 time...other bus 88,74,147 al cum 2-3 bus le 161 stil nt yet arrive...fumin manz n weather so hot!yeah after tt headed hm...dear dear was so hapi n surprise tt i came...kekek.I LOVE U MANZ!*mUaCkZ*
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{/4/17/2004 05:37:00 PM}
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heyhey...bloggin time...
15 April 2004 hehehe...updatin again...a thurs..nearli couldnt gt up 4 sch...but onli 2hrs nia..dnt neo wat to wear so wear shorts lorz...but dnt neo y...i wear..actuali dare to wear but when enter tthe class every1 make me feel so...dnt neo watt..abbit agry oso...haiz..wateva lahz!then econs tutorial again...but this last tutorial oso special,he say no 1 to feed us so we do lorz..do til i so blur...cindy reali fast in doin things,mayb coz she understand things fast ba,me,sh n mayb kang stil ther blur blur dnt neo wat to do sia..so do do n do...then they present the 1st part while me the present the last part..areadi paiseh le then present tt time saw the guys laughin at me..dnt neo is abt wat we wrote or how i wear ...aniwae...i wil stil wear it again wanz..then they all went hv but i din go..ya..thatz is it..
16 April 2004 yea yea...finali fridae le...last dae of sem..fri oso nth much...gt ffa tutorial..reali enjoyed myself in his lesson,i jus feel he is sum1 whom deserve my respect as wil as jing pei!even during jokin time he wil play hard with us de..staudy time he wil do his best...then i feel every1 should neo when to sher ke er zhi sometimes..neo when's the limit...he is afteral our tutor,our senior..yeah..then had econs lec..wah was areadi cold in ffa n this lecture the air con lyk free manz...super duper cold...+im hungry then too...hee..ya,then went clementi ate chicken rice instead of goin eat prata coz farhana din join us...yeah so when reached then how i neo is the same way uh...then i bring them walk 1 big round..then my ceo blmae me...sob sob...i dnt stay there ma..i jus bring u al to how i awaz walk ma...sori every1!but was then super angry n pissed when cindy told me stuff abt bca!kaoz!urgh!irritating manz! k..then time stil earli..dnt wan go bk to sch yet coz onli 2+ nia..so made a trip dwn to dearie hse..w/o him neoin...then had a rest,bathe n gt bk to sch...is reali lame manz..coz i dnt understand wat they sayin...i super blur but saw mr pon..kekek. the rush hm...sit awhile nia,hv dinner then need to go out again 4 tuition..haven stuadied 4 bca then n was areadi worn out 4 tt dae le...so bo bian!haiz.wah i wan complain SBS manz... this 161 service uh..lyk 1 hr cum 1 time...other bus 88,74,147 al cum 2-3 bus le 161 stil nt yet arrive...fumin manz n weather so hot!yeah after tt headed hm...dear dear was so hapi n surprise tt i came...kekek.I LOVE U MANZ!*mUaCkZ*
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{/4/17/2004 12:46:00 PM}
♥ Thursday, April 15, 2004
updatin time.....
11 April 2004 a sunday....do nth much..watch my fav tv show again..huan zhu gege...soooo nice n touching..kekek.then was surpose to go shao mu but last min gt chances..so i din go with my parents they all...then bathe at ard 1+ 2 then waited 4 dearie to cum fetch me to temple,he settle sum stuff then we stay in temple then go bk hm 2gter with his mum...then evenin time i cook spag 4 my dearie eat...was indeed alot of effort but we share it ma...he cut i cook...kekek.quite nice thou n he ate alot manz...ahhaha.then at night gt the charity show...wah!tel u uh,i swear to donate if im ever rich....but now want help oso hard uh,economic so bad then nt wrkin...no $ manz..but that show reali touched me,i cried...esp the individual section,esp this old lady,his son n husband abandon her al by herself n now she onli left with 20 bucks...sad lehz..haiz.end at 10 but luckily stayed at dearie hse that dae coz gt ffa lec then need go c doc...yeah..then we ate curry somosa..hee.ate alotz manz..then slp,was quite tired so slept ard 1am ba...then dear dear uh sae he cant slp coz he sae i gu gu ji bai then can stay so was rare then bu sher der koon...heheh..then he cold,pass him blanket he cover bk 4 me...hee.ya aniwae then we slp 2gter..keke.
12 April 2004 a mon liaoz....wah super tired...think slp in air con rm once a while is a luxury manz..hhhaha...dear dear woke me up,i blur blur..hahha then headed 4 sch..nth much then is ffa lec again...then when clementi eat chickem rice.then go polyclinic wait 4 doc...then wait til my turn le..that female doc uh,kaoz lyk i owe her $ manz...tok to me as if im a loan shark!im her patient lorz,then ask qns lyk gt attitude wanz!idiot then tel me my prob in medical terms lyk im surpose to neo manz...then went to buy cream 4 my rashes then go to another counter for referal to NUH...slow service!heheh...then went bk dearie hse, slp awhile then headed hm 4 dinner with him...at night study abit of wcom nia..ekekkeke
13 April 20004 okiez...tue again....nth lorz..is bca again!gt bk my quiz, was lyk 'phew' coz din expect to pass but is reali borderline manz..scare..wil buck up this sat!then went canteen 3 eat lorz..then my ceo angry with me coz ppl ask me help her buy food when she gt limbs herself....then headed to the library coz hot n we stil g so much time to spare...went ther,help kang with her reflection, practicalli is help her do then take out wcom notes but end up tokin 2gter...lame sh..keep peepin at ppl's pin no...hoho...then went 4 bm tutorial...was rather special then b4 ba, coz is nt a lesson but rather a 'game',was fun n challengin...yeah n its over!so now mus study 4 exam le...haiz.then at night went 4 tuition...was super tired...then gt hm online then study then online agin..coz too hot to slp manz..then end up slept @ 3+..
14 April 2004 wed!okiez yeah then woke at 5+ 6 4 the last lesson of CATS...haven gt in time to cal WL n instead he called me coz he sae scared i haven wake...yeah..thx aniwae,andy too....then sianz lorz..but vincent's grp was reali a fun skit...reali enjoyed...then went dearie hse after that...no 1 at hm..onli me...ate then study...then went was abt to slp...sh called...think she reali neo how to cal ppl at the wrong timin...ahha.kd.then chat 4 quite sumtime...includes personal n wcom...then fell aslp at ard late 1+,literally slept thru out..if gt thief cum in i oso wont neo..ahhah..then bathe..then headed 4 sch le 4 exma....nt bad lahz...'formula' i al neo...now is c how the cher gona mark me le...yeaah but dnt think wil fail ba...hee.yeah then rush over 4 tuition while my frens al went KAP to hv mac..poor me..keke.then went there told them i haven eat when they ask then ask me wana eat i sae no then the boy granny cal that auntie sae i no 1 eat,then my uncle called sae they ask me eat so mus eat...hahah..so bo bian...ate chicken chop...zhuan dao oso lahz.long time din eat chicken chop le n was hungry too...hhaha...then ya..*DeAriE, i lOvE u ToO..4 I cAn ReAlLY fEeL uR lOvE, CaRe & cOnCeRn!thx dear!* MuAcKZ
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♥ Wednesday, April 14, 2004
updatin time.....
11 April 2004 a sunday....do nth much..watch my fav tv show again..huan zhu gege...soooo nice n touching..kekek.then was surpose to go shao mu but last min gt chances..so i din go with my parents they all...then bathe at ard 1+ 2 then waited 4 dearie to cum fetch me to temple,he settle sum stuff then we stay in temple then go bk hm 2gter with his mum...then evenin time i cook spag 4 my dearie eat...was indeed alot of effort but we share it ma...he cut i cook...kekek.quite nice thou n he ate alot manz...ahhaha.then at night gt the charity show...wah!tel u uh,i swear to donate if im ever rich....but now want help oso hard uh,economic so bad then nt wrkin...no $ manz..but that show reali touched me,i cried...esp the individual section,esp this old lady,his son n husband abandon her al by herself n now she onli left with 20 bucks...sad lehz..haiz.end at 10 but luckily stayed at dearie hse that dae coz gt ffa lec then need go c doc...yeah..then we ate curry somosa..hee.ate alotz manz..then slp,was quite tired so slept ard 1am ba...then dear dear uh sae he cant slp coz he sae i gu gu ji bai then can stay so was rare then bu sher der koon...heheh..then he cold,pass him blanket he cover bk 4 me...hee.ya aniwae then we slp 2gter..keke.
12 April 2004 a mon liaoz....wah super tired...think slp in air con rm once a while is a luxury manz..hhhaha...dear dear woke me up,i blur blur..hahha then headed 4 sch..nth much then is ffa lec again...then when clementi eat chickem rice.then go polyclinic wait 4 doc...then wait til my turn le..that female doc uh,kaoz lyk i owe her $ manz...tok to me as if im a loan shark!im her patient lorz,then ask qns lyk gt attitude wanz!idiot then tel me my prob in medical terms lyk im surpose to neo manz...then went to buy cream 4 my rashes then go to another counter for referal to NUH...slow service!heheh...then went bk dearie hse, slp awhile then headed hm 4 dinner with him...at night study abit of wcom nia..ekekkeke
13 April 20004 okiez...tue again....nth lorz..is bca again!gt bk my quiz, was lyk 'phew' coz din expect to pass but is reali borderline manz..scare..wil buck up this sat!then went canteen 3 eat lorz..then my ceo angry with me coz ppl ask me help her buy food when she gt limbs herself....then headed to the library coz hot n we stil g so much time to spare...went ther,help kang with her reflection, practicalli is help her do then take out wcom notes but end up tokin 2gter...lame sh..keep peepin at ppl's pin no...hoho...then went 4 bm tutorial...was rather special then b4 ba, coz is nt a lesson but rather a 'game',was fun n challengin...yeah n its over!so now mus study 4 exam le...haiz.then at night went 4 tuition...was super tired...then gt hm online then study then online agin..coz too hot to slp manz..then end up slept @ 3+..
14 April 2004 wed!okiez yeah then woke at 5+ 6 4 the last lesson of CATS...haven gt in time to cal WL n instead he called me coz he sae scared i haven wake...yeah..thx aniwae,andy too....then sianz lorz..but vincent's grp was reali a fun skit...reali enjoyed...then went dearie hse after that...no 1 at hm..onli me...ate then study...then went was abt to slp...sh called...think she reali neo how to cal ppl at the wrong timin...ahha.kd.then chat 4 quite sumtime...includes personal n wcom...then fell aslp at ard late 1+,literally slept thru out..if gt thief cum in i oso wont neo..ahhah..then bathe..then headed 4 sch le 4 exma....nt bad lahz...'formula' i al neo...now is c how the cher gona mark me le...yeaah but dnt think wil fail ba...hee.yeah then rush over 4 tuition while my frens al went KAP to hv mac..poor me..keke.then went there told them i haven eat when they ask then ask me wana eat i sae no then the boy granny cal that auntie sae i no 1 eat,then my uncle called sae they ask me eat so mus eat...hahah..so bo bian...ate chicken chop...zhuan dao oso lahz.long time din eat chicken chop le n was hungry too...hhaha...then ya..*DeAriE, i lOvE u ToO..4 I cAn ReAlLY fEeL uR lOvE, CaRe & cOnCeRn!thx dear!* MuAcKZ
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♥ Saturday, April 10, 2004
hmmmm...pal...bk after sooo mani daes,quite lazy bloggin le,then moreover my sis hv been usin net to do her FYP,so bo bian...kekke..kk,update of thurs ba...nth much that dae too....bag so heavy that dae...need to bring lappy n adapter.morn gt wcom lec,the revision lec...everythin is so fast this sem,but is gona end soon le..hope can get onto yr 2 smoothly ba,:) ya then as usual lec finished earli then went canteen eat sum stuff,saw vincent n weilun,then help my 'sister' to piant her previous nails...then think she accidentally spoil 1 of her nail..keke then had my econs tutorial...gt bk my 2nd test...gt 14 nia...nt reali satisfied with it alot of careless mistakes..,1 m less than my previous test...haiz...then again had my wcom tutorial,sianz manz hate thurs but all cumin to an end...as usual need to do sum work but this tme nid nt present nia..then gt bk our wcom project...gt 21.5, nt bad le lahz after al the hard worked!then headed home...then waited 4 my dearie to cum to my hse then online saw AW's nick then is lyk gt prob uh..so i asked her in general but it seems i did sumthin wrong again!sori every1!then,had dinner then went to my hse the pasar malam 'shop'..but coz eye drop no more le then nid buy uh..then 1st time sit his van then oso dnt neo where is the open door wanz then keep askin me to aloight(coz behind gt car) then snap my nails when alight..it snap right into my nail meat then when it snap is nt totalli snap off,so i pull it out...blood came staright immediately,my hearts was reali crying manz..i stil gt keep the broken nail..keke.k..but din tel dearie coz he gt a hard dae then oso tired le if tel him then wil spoil his mood then he wil moody le..ya..but in the end cant bear the pain oso gt tel him...keke...then gt my fav cartoon sticker - PiGlET* then headed home n watch tv...end of dae.. the next dae!fridae!good friday..nth much too...slp til 11+ then online do nth til sh called on me abt ffa..taught her abit of wat i neo, *coz im nt smart either in ffa* then we chatted thru tok alot be it jokin or serious..coz im jus toooo super bored manz!thx sh 4 ur time uh!then dearie msg came ask me go his hse find him,so put dwn fone then quickly bathe n go find him le,din even eat my brunch..asked him he eat le ma,sae reached le then sae ask him dinner how he oso sae reached le then sae...angry oso no use..mayb too hungry le lahz,so mood isnt that gd..then reached dearie hse gt food so ate it,1 stra think eat ard more than 5 wings..hahaha...plus mee.then as usual our routine - slp..coz at night 8 gt tuition..but ard 5+ her mum called said she nt feein wel, so change to 2dae lorz...so had dinner at dearie hsethen he fetch me hm..then at night my ceo called n tok...then later online awhile coz sis nid to use again...but learned sumthin..chewai taught me how to look 4 my blogskin..thx chewai,wil change it 1 dae..keke..then called dearie n chat b4 slpin...end of dae...soo..2dae! was super duper bored to death manz!goin crazy!..woke at 10 coz gt tuition then was abt to leave hse received a msg from j sayin tt he n my sis patch le...was overjoyed 4 them!wish them al the best..but i feel the strong love feelin wil nt be that strong le..so it all depends on they 2 le,or nt chaances of brkin again is high... so went 4 tuition @ 1130 was alittle late thou coz no bus..then end @ 1 then had my brunch..doin nth,rot ard,watch tv then went to lie in bed at 0330 then received dearie's msg at 0412 sayin he meetin me 4 dinner...was so hapi..but haiz stay @ hm again..nth do.so now stil waitin 4 him..kekek.*mUaCkZ*ya...so til here ba...cu pal!plus plus...want to thx my dear dear 4 wat he had said to me..i neo is stil al too earli but thx 4 assurin e with all ur words!*I sincerely love u with all my heart,love u alotz more than the horizon!wil cherish n treasure u awaz in my life!w/o u ther's no me...oso..al the best in wateva u do esp towards ur dreamz!jia you,wil support u all the wae!!!!
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{/4/10/2004 10:13:00 PM}
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hmmmm...pal...bk after sooo mani daes,quite lazy bloggin le,then moreover my sis hv been usin net to do her FYP,so bo bian...kekke..kk,update of thurs ba...nth much that dae too....bag so heavy that dae...need to bring lappy n adapter.morn gt wcom lec,the revision lec...everythin is so fast this sem,but is gona end soon le..hope can get onto yr 2 smoothly ba,:) ya then as usual lec finished earli then went canteen eat sum stuff,saw vincent n weilun,then help my 'sister' to piant her previous nails...then think she accidentally spoil 1 of her nail..keke then had my econs tutorial...gt bk my 2nd test...gt 14 nia...nt reali satisfied with it alot of careless mistakes..,1 m less than my previous test...haiz...then again had my wcom tutorial,sianz manz hate thurs but all cumin to an end...as usual need to do sum work but this tme nid nt present nia..then gt bk our wcom project...gt 21.5, nt bad le lahz after al the hard worked!then headed home...then waited 4 my dearie to cum to my hse then online saw AW's nick then is lyk gt prob uh..so i asked her in general but it seems i did sumthin wrong again!sori every1!then,had dinner then went to my hse the pasar malam 'shop'..but coz eye drop no more le then nid buy uh..then 1st time sit his van then oso dnt neo where is the open door wanz then keep askin me to aloight(coz behind gt car) then snap my nails when alight..it snap right into my nail meat then when it snap is nt totalli snap off,so i pull it out...blood came staright immediately,my hearts was reali crying manz..i stil gt keep the broken nail..keke.k..but din tel dearie coz he gt a hard dae then oso tired le if tel him then wil spoil his mood then he wil moody le..ya..but in the end cant bear the pain oso gt tel him...keke...then gt my fav cartoon sticker - PiGlET* then headed home n watch tv...end of dae.. the next dae!fridae!good friday..nth much too...slp til 11+ then online do nth til sh called on me abt ffa..taught her abit of wat i neo, *coz im nt smart either in ffa* then we chatted thru tok alot be it jokin or serious..coz im jus toooo super bored manz!thx sh 4 ur time uh!then dearie msg came ask me go his hse find him,so put dwn fone then quickly bathe n go find him le,din even eat my brunch..asked him he eat le ma,sae reached le then sae ask him dinner how he oso sae reached le then sae...angry oso no use..mayb too hungry le lahz,so mood isnt that gd..then reached dearie hse gt food so ate it,1 stra think eat ard more than 5 wings..hahaha...plus mee.then as usual our routine - slp..coz at night 8 gt tuition..but ard 5+ her mum called said she nt feein wel, so change to 2dae lorz...so had dinner at dearie hsethen he fetch me hm..then at night my ceo called n tok...then later online awhile coz sis nid to use again...but learned sumthin..chewai taught me how to look 4 my blogskin..thx chewai,wil change it 1 dae..keke..then called dearie n chat b4 slpin...end of dae...soo..2dae! was super duper bored to death manz!goin crazy!..woke at 10 coz gt tuition then was abt to leave hse received a msg from j sayin tt he n my sis patch le...was overjoyed 4 them!wish them al the best..but i feel the strong love feelin wil nt be that strong le..so it all depends on they 2 le,or nt chaances of brkin again is high... so went 4 tuition @ 1130 was alittle late thou coz no bus..then end @ 1 then had my brunch..doin nth,rot ard,watch tv then went to lie in bed at 0330 then received dearie's msg at 0412 sayin he meetin me 4 dinner...was so hapi..but haiz stay @ hm again..nth do.so now stil waitin 4 him..kekek.*mUaCkZ*ya...so til here ba...cu pal!plus plus...want to thx my dear dear 4 wat he had said to me..i neo is stil al too earli but thx 4 assurin e with all ur words!*I sincerely love u with all my heart,love u alotz more than the horizon!wil cherish n treasure u awaz in my life!w/o u ther's no me...oso..al the best in wateva u do esp towards ur dreamz!jia you,wil support u all the wae!!!!
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{/4/10/2004 04:56:00 PM}
♥ Thursday, April 08, 2004
hey every1 in my grp...i sincerely apologised if u all feel wat i did is wrong!SORI...
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{/4/08/2004 06:58:00 PM}
♥ Tuesday, April 06, 2004
hiya...4gt to add in sum words...feel so sad when i heard frm my mum tt my sis told her that her ex-j..has gt minor diabeties...:(
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{/4/06/2004 06:32:00 PM}
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heyhey...buddy..im bk..2dae tue le..nid to update 4 the past few daes le..kekek.kinda lazy lehz..ahha..okiez bk to 2dae...nth much again..2dae went sch 4 bca quiz,thot is 9 but end up is 0930...made me rushed,then tummy ache while waiting 4 Yanti,then she sae she oso tummy ache..hhaaha...then met up at the ladies..keke.then rush over 4 bca then neo is 0930.URGH!nvm..then had bca quiz..manz!haiz..think fail le...the time so limited,then so gan jiong..haiz.sad uh!then gtg collect econs notes with cindy then nid to rush again 4 econ lec..gosh!e lecturer CMI!worst than remy uh!Then keep emphazing left how mani slides...kaoz.so bo bian,boring ma..so i slp abit..keke.then finali gt to have my brunch...then went 4 BM tutorial,then gt ppl from 05 join us..gt Sh ow xiang..keke.then as usual she asked us discussed then go thru..then we discuss our projuect last part..dnt neo gt enuf time ma..scared cant finished on time...then cindy sick..mus tc uh,pal!then head hm lorz..dear nt free then i lata oso gt tutition.sianz uh!reached hm then dad keep naggin..sae sat nid help mum pack stuff, then sun as me dnt go out(when i want to),coz they want go shao mu(my dad's side)...dnt feel lyk goin...if mum nt goin neither wil i...then gt sum problems in IS presentation al tt...haiz!tht GAL UH!dnt make me fa huo!(actuali i m le)..she practically did nth lorz k!haiz..want help her with her grades she oso no 1 buck up!angry sia!....k....bk to mon..oso nth lehz..gt ffa lecture then nth much le...thne go SIM eat lorz...haiz...then did all the iac n cats stuff n send it to cindy asap..do til every1 stressed out uh...haiz..okiez..bk to sun..yeah!hapi dae,me n deraie 9th mth...very hapi,coz he kinda lyk the littlt gift i gave him...then went his hse quite late coz my mum off n happened that we need to make offerings 4 the 7th mth...so help out at hm..then went his place,buy mocha 4 him(his fav)...then at night returned to my place 4 dinner...so hapi that he willing to cum after such a long time(since CNY)...keke..had wanted to suggest to him to cum on occasions but scare later wil spoiled his hapi mood again...then make both nt hapi(coz im at fault) so din suggest lor...but now he getting busier...dunno watz goin to happen when the shop open...so hapi 4 him tt he is at least doin things of his interest...jia you wo deraie!i wil awaz support u all the wae,stand by u no matter watz gona happen k,u wil hv me!*mUaCkZ*4~5683~8~tRuEly MadLy dEePlY 4eVA!!!!!!!!!
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{/4/06/2004 06:07:00 PM}
♥ Sunday, April 04, 2004
yoho.....yeah...my dae....wake up ard 10+ when dear called n was half wae thru my dreamz...kkeke,then woke up to wash clothes then dearie reached my hse at 11 then we went HM to settle his mike stuff with his frenz...wah then uh lyk i neo his fren super well, he offer me whether wan to drink the drink which he was drinkin...eeee...hee.of cz i reject..keke.then went bk hm n ate dwnstairs then cum up do nth then spend sum time with dearie, bathe then go out meet yanti n sh..watz funi is tt i din neo that 111 is no longer servicin near my hse animore le..hhaha then we stil went al the wae to interchange to take the bus,but end up takin mrt...super hot dae...wore long skirt 4 the 1st time...feel weird but feelin beta after tt...ya...oso funi lorz...sae might nt be meetin them in the 1st place then end up i reached ther b4 them n haave to waited 4 them..hahah...then saw sh fren on our wae to cine ...gt a drink n shop awhile...then went bk B.K to collect tix...wah!happenin!saw my ex-collegue...find her familiar at 1st sight but 4gt her name..haha...angie.yeah...then yanti found her 'homemates'..kekke from indo...haha.then saw chin ting...wah..oso cant regonsize her at first...wo...change alot!din expect her wil cum ta cao hu with me coz i din saw her...then inside the cinema,wah,nid to check id manz,then lucky sh gt into it...wah but sianz is tt we gt the very 1st row uh..so hard to c c til my neck pain uh...hahha.the again...feel its all worth it ba...its reali a super nice show...4 the 1st time, i watched a movie til i cried!he is reali great to give up his life 4 us...but oso reali gruesome though...hee.alot of bloody scene.ya...then after the show wah manz....sh's face so red,think she cried lyk mad..hahah.hahah...then met sum of her grp members...reali nice bunch of ppl n interact welll...ya then went shoppin with sh n yanti...bought sumthin 4 dearie 4 our 9th mth 2dae....hope u wil lyk it my dear...neo thou is onli 9th mth but i feel is jus a thot that counts ba...muackz!yeah then took mrt hm then when i reached my station, tummy suddenly super pain then need to find toilet...so pek chek cant find it...hhahah but in the end gt to 'relieve'...hhaha.then gt hm told my parents abt the story too...then awhile lata dearie called n chat awhile...told me happi 9th mth anni on the dot at 12....thot he wont rem...nearly melted..tounched * Cries*ekeke.... *LoVeU ToO!FoReVa!SWeAR! muackz...
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{/4/04/2004 01:03:00 AM}
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yoho.....yeah...my dae....wake up ard 10+ when dear called n was half wae thru my dreamz...kkeke,then woke up to wash clothes then dearie reached my hse at 11 then we went HM to settle his mike stuff with his frenz...wah then uh lyk i neo his fren super well, he offer me whether wan to drink the drink which he was drinkin...eeee...hee.of cz i reject..keke.then went bk hm n ate dwnstairs then cum up do nth then spend sum time with dearie, bathe then go out meet yanti n sh..watz funi is tt i din neo that 111 is no longer servicin near my hse animore le..hhaha then we stil went al the wae to interchange to take the bus,but end up takin mrt...super hot dae...wore long skirt 4 the 1st time...feel weird but feelin beta after tt...ya...oso funi lorz...sae might nt be meetin them in the 1st place then end up i reached ther b4 them n haave to waited 4 them..hahah...then saw sh fren on our wae to cine ...gt a drink n shop awhile...then went bk B.K to collect tix...wah!happenin!saw my ex-collegue...find her familiar at 1st sight but 4gt her name..haha...angie.yeah...then yanti found her 'homemates'..kekke from indo...haha.then saw chin ting...wah..oso cant regonsize her at first...wo...change alot!din expect her wil cum ta cao hu with me coz i din saw her...then inside the cinema,wah,nid to check id manz,then lucky sh gt into it...wah but sianz is tt we gt the very 1st row uh..so hard to c c til my neck pain uh...hahha.the again...feel its all worth it ba...its reali a super nice show...4 the 1st time, i watched a movie til i cried!he is reali great to give up his life 4 us...but oso reali gruesome though...hee.alot of bloody scene.ya...then after the show wah manz....sh's face so red,think she cried lyk mad..hahah.hahah...then met sum of her grp members...reali nice bunch of ppl n interact welll...ya then went shoppin with sh n yanti...bought sumthin 4 dearie 4 our 9th mth 2dae....hope u wil lyk it my dear...neo thou is onli 9th mth but i feel is jus a thot that counts ba...muackz!yeah then took mrt hm then when i reached my station, tummy suddenly super pain then need to find toilet...so pek chek cant find it...hhahah but in the end gt to 'relieve'...hhaha.then gt hm told my parents abt the story too...then awhile lata dearie called n chat awhile...told me happi 9th mth anni on the dot at 12....thot he wont rem...nearly melted..tounched * Cries*ekeke.... *LoVeU ToO!FoReVa!SWeAR! muackz...
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{/4/04/2004 12:08:00 AM}
♥ Friday, April 02, 2004
When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when
>you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love,
> > it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you
>know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone
>when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that
>you're not part of it.
> > Everything happens for the best.
> >
> > If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love
>someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try.
> > You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love
>strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.
> >
> > Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to
>test you, it is to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you.
>That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to
>fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters.
>If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the
>pages.
> >
> > Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It
>is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and
> > growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold
>on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only
> > when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than
>we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and
>then get beckon the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding
>the same one that threw you the first time.
> >
> > To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to
>risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is
> > risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose
>your feelings is to expose true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in
> > return. How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not
>too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not
> > to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.
> >
> > Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful
>images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to
>be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and
>strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you
> > in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose
>to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears,
>for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know,
>that there were the things that helped you grow.
> >
Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it
>leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful risk to take
> > but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then
>you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.
> >
> > Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.
> >
> > Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready
>to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel
>the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our
>lives when we became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we do, we get
>hurt, and then I figured that's why it's called falling in love...........i feel is real true....*dEaRiE..I lOvE U LoTsA*!
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{/4/02/2004 10:47:00 PM}
♥ Thursday, April 01, 2004
haiz...pal...im back but feel so sad now... 4 the 1st time i feel sad 4 j...my sis jus broke off with him w/o giving him a chance(i guess)n gg steadywith that guy le...j sae they even hold hands le...wah that guy dnt feel guilty hor...shameless guy!no other gals to woo mus cum in btwn a couple,ASS!is nt a 2mths r/s lehz....is 2YRS lorz, 4 GOD sake...haiz..dnt neo wat she thinkin...y mus things turned out this wae...haiz...dnt neo lahz..then j came our hse n pack his stuff n returned my sis her stuff..i thinkin lorz...y each time my sis brk with sum1 is she brk with other ppl n no other wae rd?summore worst stil is coz of a 3rd party...dnt neo lahz...okiez,bk to my dae...went sch 4 econs presentation nia...then after tt gt news that kang pass her TP,feel reali hapi 4 her...then went orchard with cindy,chew n yanti...went far east had our brunch,LJS...then shop awhile,yanti brought a 3D sticker 4 her nails...real nice manz..then saw a dress,quite lyk it,but mus save $...then saw another top,$10 bucks...oso bu sher de mai....kekke...wanted to buy some stuff 4 dear 4 our 9th mth this sun,but dnt ne wat to buy oso..yeah..then shop awhile at bugis...that cindy bought alot of clips..hahah..ai mei manz...kkekek..then gt go heeren b4 headin bugis...then went bugis buy my slipper...finalli..or nt have to worri when wil kena caught by the guards!hahah....but sad lehz...same as hers..keke.actuali wanted to meet dear 4 dinner but he nt free...but i manaed to fool him tt i feel on my wae bk hm..so funi n cute..kekke,MUACKZ!.sianz lehz..stil hv to do ffa 4 presentation tml....yeah...haiz...yest when i ask my sis to considered carefuli,i bein nice to her n ask her nt to be rash...she ask me stop actin lyk a ai qing gu wen...KAOZ! haiz....sad manz..dnt neo wat to sae lahz...but dearie, i sincerely dnt n nvr ever hope n want us to bcum n turn out this wae!i told u b4...w/o u,ther's no me...serious...*LoVe U FoReVa Til DeaTh...MuaCkZ*miss u badly now...456838
