aElO... reali been sum time since i blog le..aniwae after examz my life reali normal..so nth much to write abt too...ya..let me c..erm...wil try to hv para..or nt later ppl no 1 read...ahah
Last Week ba.. let me think wat i can recal..hahah...erm..wat i remembered onli was fri gt a short sc meetin..was quite nice lahz..at least most of them turned up..then had a discussion at kfc..haha..was there 4 almost gg 2hrs but din even buy a drink..ekke,the staff keep lookin at us manz..aniwae had reali gt into details of the mascort..ya..hahah.aniwae then we headed to yoshi to hv our brnch then shop ard lo...so hapi,finalli gt to take neoprints again ,summore wif my poli classmates..reali hapi manz..haha..then janice keep decoratin those ostAMPM=pm
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{/5/23/2004 11:09:00 PM}
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aElO... reali been sum time since i blog le..aniwae after examz my life reali normal..so nth much to write abt too...ya..let me c..erm...wil try to hv para..or nt later ppl no 1 read...ahah
Last Week ba.. let me think wat i can recal..hahah...erm..wat i remembered onli was fri gt a short sc meetin..was quite nice lahz..at least most of them turned up..then had a discussion at kfc..haha..was there 4 almost gg 2hrs but din even buy a drink..ekke,the staff keep lookin at us manz..aniwae had reali gt into details of the mascort..ya..hahah.aniwae then we headed to yoshi to hv our brnch then shop ard lo...so hapi,finalli gt to take neoprints again ,summore wif my poli classmates..reali hapi manz..haha..then janice keep decoratin those neo prints..fun lahz.
then headed bk to sch to meet up with ah ye coz gota set up al those stuffs lo.had a fun time lahz..esp edmund..ahahha.cant stand him manz.but they r reali a bunch of real gentleman.nt lyk sum of my class guys......actuali very simple jb lahz but jus tt gt a num of classes to set up lo.ye n ed stack tables n everythin then me n wenxian do up the stickin..wel..al ended ard 5+ 6 then while waitin 4 joyce ,me,ah ye,edmund n wen xian gt to the sports hall n play table tennis..1st time manz i played...edmund offered to teached me lo.haah.but i did most of the time pickin up balls than playin..reali fun oso coz been a long time since i reali sweat..ekek.(can know how long hv i nt been exercisin uh)hehee..then 'rock' n SQ then join us.then al ended at ard 8 ba then headed to the nearest..KAp again!hahah..luckily ah ye n joyce drivin or nt so tired to go there eat.then chat n hv fun while eatin lo..then headed hm..so tired tt dae...but seriously reali enjoyed after being so long in poly... ya.:)
then sat was the real game o..woke up real earli manz..was tired coz din slp thruout the night..cant slp super hot uuh..i end up sittin up n close my eyes nia..then gt 60 sec schs manz..wooo...gt st hilda's,yuan qing,jurong,yangzheng,riverside,xinmin,swiss cottage,SSS,bishan park,bedok south,st margret,compassvale,sengkang..alot more lahz.then ah ye gave me in charge of 1 room..woohoo..reali feel lyk a game masters manz..hehhe.then tt edmund keep 'selling' me to those sec guys students 4 $20..keke.but oso quite lack lo..then mu class is the super clean 1,no need clean up coz each time those students left i wil picked up those beanz..haha.smart hor? aniwae then when edmund is conductin the game, i went n told those sec gals tt edmund cost $20 too..ahah.abit lame but is fun.wah.. my 1st class uh,those guys cum in nia sae i very chio(thou nt real lahz)...but he oso handsome lehz..hahaa.brighten my daes..keke
then came this guy!of gosh i cant stand him..he is surpose to be my helper but end up helpin at ah ye n edmund class instead of mine! then he is nt goin accordin to instruction given by ah ye manz...reali blur..lyk wat ye told me.aniwae is over le.then headed to canteen 1 lo..but din eat..reali packed uh.then jus crap wif them lo.then wah was shock manz over wen xian's bf. then went bk to class to help out in cleanin up lo next went to convention centre.3 schs uh sit dwn nia butts haven even hot,gt to leave le coz they qns 2 nia wrong le.is a kinda lyk 'who wants to be a millionaire'.ya.
Finalli..all done!think i did a great job ba 4 a 1st timer..ahaha.then al of them,jus stone at canteen 1 4 alomst 2hrs jus to decide where to go..edmund fell of frm the chair.haha.then al was tired le but no 1 go hm lo.then 'rock' jus slp there.keke.then tt SQ keep makin fun of me say i his gf.hahha.aniwae,then al finalli went to holland v to makan. din join them coz go meet my dearie at redhill lo.then was lyk feelin so terrible.my gastrics is actin up.
then actuali he told me sae we no longer gg out le(coz daes b4 he sae he cld go out shoppin with me)gt change of plan.then i was lyk huh!then i ask him y din tel me gt change of plan?he jus sae i thot u wont mind..then is lyk sayin i unreasonable lo.i was so sad then.then i thot to myself lo,is nt a matter of whether i mind gg out ant or MUS reali go out but at least gt changes mus tel me ma.haiz.then actuali wanted c van helsing de,then c he lyk tt sae me,i where gt mood le.then he asked me c wat show while lookin at papers.then show me attitude manz..throw the papers in front of his mum..but then later ok le lahz.haha.went bk his place bathe then headed to town..so long din eat sakae le..hehhee.actuali wan wacth van helsing but i thinkin rarely he gt time.so dnt waste it lo!hehe..then spent a night at his hse..
end of sat....
ttz al ba..think kinda long uh..hahaha.later ppl complian..kd..hhee.gt things wil add it on ya..aniwae ahye they all now on the coach headin gentin lo...enjoy ya!:)
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{/5/23/2004 10:28:00 PM}
♥ Wednesday, May 12, 2004
elo...palz..dnt neo wat to write but tt sh asked me to..nt i dnt 1 to update but my life now seems so dull..wat to write manz?hahaha... 2dae wed le..let me think wat i did yest ba..think oso nth lehz..woke at 2..bathe then head dwn to coffeeshop..reached at 4+ then had my brunch,then jus idle ard in there..doin nth..then hrs past by..then went bk to his place at aard 9 then he fetch me hm at 9+,then gt hm at 10+..thatz the end of my dae!boring ya?hahah.then cindy called..my ceo.she's fan over her stuff lo..i keep tellin her le,we r nt her,so wateva we tel her is onli our pt of view it might nt be exactly wat he is thinkin uh..so pal,dnt be sad or anythin ya!mus persist on 4 the 1 u lub!ya~ then that weilun uh!reali dnt believe i wil ignore him,haiz.sad lehz,now is lyk he ignorin me nt i ignoring him lehz...:'( 2dae....wed!haiz..jus woke nt long ago,coz reali nth to be done,had wanted to go out but lazy to get myself prepared to get out,aniwae no 1 s goin aniwhere with me uh..then later at 8 gt tuition AGAIN!haizzz..bo bian..can u guys feel my life now?nt slp,is eat,nt eat is go coffeeshop,then tuition,then online!n nth else!SIANZ UH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im goin crazy..
then again..since im so free.i wil do sum reflection:
i had learned alot durin this past one yr in poly..reali c how humans behave n react.how they treat ppl n expected to be treated,haiz..though a learnin experience,i rather nt to learn..the world jus seems so chang ku..jus find ppl nowadaes r so fake..even when being frens..i dnt neo.haiz.i jus dnt understand sumtimes,u u r reali sincered aabt makin frenz with sum1,y cant shared stuff,jus lyk how me n my sec frenz used to?is it so hard?haiz dnt neo lahz!mayb that sows tt its time we need to grow.then again,wana thx my grp,4 being there when i needed help,encouraged me when im dwn or feeling useless,givin me a chance to repent to prove myself again.my modules..i of coz learn sumthin but then again im a slow learner..ya~
for my dearie..i love u 4 who u r,nvr did i once hiam u k! even if i did,i was out of anger..it wasnt my real thinkin when im angry ya?i sincerely wish n hope u succeed n seeing u each time so happily doin with wat u r doin,it makes me feel so an wei.i love u wholeheartedly,4eva! thx 4 lovin me too ya,my dear!jia you k..i neo u wont be readin my blog but its okiez..i love u!~456838 512 1314 3344~yong yuan~
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{/5/12/2004 02:24:00 PM}
♥ Monday, May 10, 2004
harlo..been super duper long since i last update...haiz..gettin lazy le..my lappy givin me prob..haiz..jus ended my paper last week...reali lehz..this is my ever 1st time chiong my paper til so siong in all my studyin examz years..macro i studyied til super wee hours,studied til 6 then couldnt get ani slp then oso dnt neo how i wil fare..haiz..then my ffa pp..super sway lorz...gt sick on that impt pp..ever 1st time i gt sick 4 all my ever papers..haiz..so scare wont pass lehz...stupid lorz..hao sick bu sick purposely on my last pp..haiz..if dnt pass to get onto yr 2 i oso dnt neo how...sianz..then this holi oso lyk meaninless manz..nth to be done..bf super bz no time 4 me n he is goin 4 reservice in june n then again i wont get to c him..is lyk haiz..dnt neo lorz..im gettin to feel jealous n sensitive super easily now..coz is lyk he no longer bother so much abt me n all he give me is to sae he is tired n bz..then is lyk he can be ever so cheerful n hvin alot of fun with his female cousinz n gt alot to tok to them as wel as his relatives but when it cums to me it seems lyk we gt nth to tok much compared to last time..i of coz hope things wil change 4 the beta but i dnt neo when..i jus hope my fear n everythin im feelin now wil be gone soon..seriously!sumtimes i reali rather he is workin those 8-5 in stead of wrkin wat he is doin now..at least he gt time 4 me..but now..is lyk..mon to fri is unless i go find him otherwise i wont get to c him..n our chats time is gettin lesser n lesser..can understand he is tired but...haiz..dnt neo lahz..sumtimes im oso tired..but i jus cant go on w/o him..then is lyk he is makin me feel lyk i cant cry..coz whenever i cries he wil jus ask u cry 4 wat?nt as if im goin abroad n wil look kinda irritated..is nt i wan to cry wanz lorz n im nt a cryin baby!is jus how bad n sad n lonely n wateva im feelin...i cant express it out in ani other terms other than cry..complain to him oso no use..is kinda xin suan for me to bear..if u reali love sum1 n tt u cant leave w/o him/her then u wil undertsnad how i feel..oso is nt the matter on whether im understandin ant..so wat i m..i stil have my weak times being a gal..haiz..i dnt neo lahz..so sianz...
this holi is lyk approachin or rather start le..but im lyl rottin..is super sottin lorz..then my poly frens,gt go out with them lahz..yanti go hm le..hope she enjoyin there ya!n thx yanti 4 everythin!i love u most babe!thx 4 ur time,understandin n standin on my shoes neoin how i exactly felt!im ettin n feelin super useless..idlin ard doin nth..even if gt things.i oso lazy to do.is jus lyk w/o motivation, i cant do anytin n get on...i feel so helpless...im now lyk a gal livin on with no goalz n mu biao...
yesterdae mother's dae..bought my mum a tear drop lyk pendant,she quite lyk it..nt bad..then daes b4 is my dad's bd..gt him a gio belt..yeah..dnt neo wat to write oso..i miss my sec sch life..my frens..al that i used to hv in the past!is jus so fast that swt n beautiful things usualli past by so fast n times goes on esp slow when u r dwn n goaless...
I thank u 4 my frens, 4 those who understand me better than i understand myself, 4 those who know me at my worst n stil love me, 4 those who hv 4given me when i had no right to expect to be 4given. help me to be as true to my frens as i wld wish them to be to me.help me to take the 1st step to get into touch again with frens frm whom i hv drifted apart. and help me to hv no bitterness but onli 4giveness to any of my frens who failed or who turned against me!
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{/5/10/2004 11:17:00 PM}
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harlo..been super duper long since i last update...haiz..gettin lazy le..my lappy givin me prob..haiz..jus ended my paper last week...reali lehz..this is my ever 1st time chiong my paper til so siong in all my studyin examz years..macro i studyied til super wee hours,studied til 6 then couldnt get ani slp then oso dnt neo how i wil fare..haiz..then my ffa pp..super sway lorz...gt sick on that impt pp..ever 1st time i gt sick 4 all my ever papers..haiz..so scare wont pass lehz...stupid lorz..hao sick bu sick purposely on my last pp..haiz..if dnt pass to get onto yr 2 i oso dnt neo how...sianz..then this holi oso lyk meaninless manz..nth to be done..bf super bz no time 4 me n he is goin 4 reservice in june n then again i wont get to c him..is lyk haiz..dnt neo lorz..im gettin to feel jealous n sensitive super easily now..coz is lyk he no longer bother so much abt me n all he give me is to sae he is tired n bz..then is lyk he can be ever so cheerful n hvin alot of fun with his female cousinz n gt alot to tok to them as wel as his relatives but when it cums to me it seems lyk we gt nth to tok much compared to last time..i of coz hope things wil change 4 the beta but i dnt neo when..i jus hope my fear n everythin im feelin now wil be gone soon..seriously!sumtimes i reali rather he is workin those 8-5 in stead of wrkin wat he is doin now..at least he gt time 4 me..but now..is lyk..mon to fri is unless i go find him otherwise i wont get to c him..n our chats time is gettin lesser n lesser..can understand he is tired but...haiz..dnt neo lahz..sumtimes im oso tired..but i jus cant go on w/o him..then is lyk he is makin me feel lyk i cant cry..coz whenever i cries he wil jus ask u cry 4 wat?nt as if im goin abroad n wil look kinda irritated..is nt i wan to cry wanz lorz n im nt a cryin baby!is jus how bad n sad n lonely n wateva im feelin...i cant express it out in ani other terms other than cry..complain to him oso no use..is kinda xin suan for me to bear..if u reali love sum1 n tt u cant leave w/o him/her then u wil undertsnad how i feel..oso is nt the matter on whether im understandin ant..so wat i m..i stil have my weak times being a gal..haiz..i dnt neo lahz..so sianz...
this holi is lyk approachin or rather start le..but im lyl rottin..is super sottin lorz..then my poly frens,gt go out with them lahz..yanti go hm le..hope she enjoyin there ya!n thx yanti 4 everythin!i love u most babe!thx 4 ur time,understandin n standin on my shoes neoin how i exactly felt!im ettin n feelin super useless..idlin ard doin nth..even if gt things.i oso lazy to do.is jus lyk w/o motivation, i cant do anytin n get on...i feel so helpless...im now lyk a gal livin on with no goalz n mu biao...
yesterdae mother's dae..bought my mum a tear drop lyk pendant,she quite lyk it..nt bad..then daes b4 is my dad's bd..gt him a gio belt..yeah..dnt neo wat to write oso..i miss my sec sch life..my frens..al that i used to hv in the past!is jus so fast that swt n beautiful things usualli past by so fast n times goes on esp slow when u r dwn n goaless...
I thank u 4 my frens, 4 those who understand me better than i understand myself, 4 those who know me at my worst n stil love me, 4 those who hv 4given me when i had no right to expect to be 4given. help me to be as true to my frens as i wld wish them to be to me.help me to take the 1st step to get into touch again with frens frm whom i hv drifted apart. and help me to hv no bitterness but onli 4giveness to any of my frens who failed or who turned against me!
