hey!seems so short but jus times jus past so fast manz...it has been a week since i last blogged...hehehe..nah..coz bz wif sch ma...so hapi....orientation cumin up le..cant wait to get to meet up wif my freshies manz...ehehhe..
Last week last week oso nth much lo..4get wat happen frm mon to wed le..but go sch bz wif sc n stuff..wat i remembered clearli was tt NZ scolded al of us on thurs if i din rem wrongly...coz al of us were kinda stressed over the rm deco ma..then need to try out..then coz at 1st did abit of paintin le then the rm was left unclear then we sit dwn to discuss..we told her we wil clear the mess asap after discussion..but then she sae she is nt ther to awaz clear the mess for us de..wateva lah..i was so sick at that moment ttz y i was super nt hapi at tt point of time..but now ok le lahz..she has a responsibility to take up too..so cant blame her n we did left things bits here & ther..so haiya...last week to go le..then everythin wil end...ehhehe...then end quite late when i said i wanted to leave earli to cc doc de..but then coz at tt moment nt hapi ma so din go off in the end lo..then they discuss til ard 8+ then headed to bukit timah plaza to get the stuffs we need but then seems lyk sh saes nth to buy frm there oso....but i din go wif them..my dear cum fetch me hm..heheh...so hapi..though time is jus a journey long....
then fri din go sch but actuali wanted to de..but woke up feelin dizzy so ended up din go lo...but when to find my dear stra at redhill lo...wasnt feelin tt gd but stil ok lahz....when i gt ther dear bring me go buy my eyedrops lo..ehheh.then return bk...was super hungry at tt pt so ate some curi potatos n a char siew bun...heheh.then his bozz bought lasksa then i oso wat,eat half wae feel lyk vomitin le..feel suddenly sososo sick...then when dear hse rest n slp,then ask him go my hse take my clothes,lens stuff n my chinese med bk to his hse...can u imagine?frm redhill to JW to fetch his parents hm,then frm JW to HG then bk to JW again jus to collect stuff 4 me..im so so touched,*MuAukZ*... my mama cook 4 me porriage which i dnt expected it at all...was touched too,the 1st mouth of that warm porriage was filled wif so much warmth manz...ehhehe,then rest lo..stil at his hse 4 the night....
i feel beta after eatin the chinese med..coz too heaty le..but then my flu,headache,fever n sore throat stil ther then makin me super xin kku,so end up mus go c western doc...sat al half dae de then went to one clinic near his hse...closed!went to the otheer 2, wil open ard 6pm..so went bk to sumwhere nearer his hse de,24hr de..then gt doc to c...wah,the doc ask me is it ok if he give me tablets,i sae erm..i dnt neo how to swallow lehz..he was super shocked manz...ahaha.but i was shocked too!so mani tablets uh...as if seeing ani major illness...hahaha.*cHoY*...wateva..then on our wae,we saw his ex gf bike!oh gosh manz..this gal awaz seems to appear near his hse recently de lehz...haiz...then went bk his hse..haven reali rest then we headed to JP to buy bread for later night..haha..then bought cambell soup too..ya.enjoy time so much wif him!my dear..love u til death do us apart!dnt leave me!stay at his hse 4 the night....
then sun morn when he needs to go off 4 work,i jus suddenly cant bear to part wif him..coz the cumin week wil be so super bz uh,then no time 4 him too,he might nt hv the time 4 me either...ttz y.then cried..haha.mad ba.but aniwae slept til 1+ then woke then do everythin then head to my ah ma place coz is ah gong death anni..ya.so got pray ma,then go eat lo...wah..my ever 1st most expensive taxi ride manz...$20.80 lehz......hhaha..then after eatin ate med,coz my med wil coz drownziness de so go slp lo,then who neos,no 1 rems me 4 dinner!!!!!neo to wake me to head 4 hm but 4get i din hv dinner...was super abgry lo,ask me cum n eat then no 1 rems me,but aniwae gt eat sum lahz..so stil ok..heehhehe...end of my week!yippie!
21st june mon...a brand new week le...2dae did quite alot...reached sch at ard 9 then gt sb meetings..then clean up 03-08 then headed off to our rm..03-16 4 deco...was out in the sun since after to paint our stuff...was reali hot manz...now lyk gt sun burn felin..haha.but well.reali enjoyed it n every moments...then is actuali cant bear to leave de but i bo bian,gt to leave coz gt tuition at night ma..so,ya.hahaha.then the best part is to called up my freshies...gt this guy,i wont 4get his name de...kok liang...he actuali slam my fone,so ungentleman manz! hahaha but ok lahz...he finali listened to wat i hv to sae to him,i doubt he wil cum 4 the orientation but i seriously hope to c al my freshies ther...ya..end of 2dae le....tml gg sch,gotta slp,my med is actin le..so slpy...*yAwN*
to my dearest,i neo i may nt be the 1st gal to enter ur life but i do hope im ur VERY last 1...my love 4 u is everlastin n 4eva..i neo ther is no such thing as 4eva but i can tel u 4 sure that i seriously love onli u,be it the present or the past!i love u 4 who u r n im blessed to hv found u out of so mani guys out ther..love u,love u,love u lotz!no words can sae how much i love u!nvr did i once regreted on being wif u n as to y i choose u n give up the rest,coz u r the 1 n onli special one in my heart!pls dnt leave me n dnt evr hv the thot k,i cant live w.o u...as i said,w.o ther is no me le...u r jus imply mu everything,my wil to keep me going...i love u,jin sheng jin shi.....'Yo yo yo.Ai ni!~~*mUaCkZ*
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{/6/22/2004 12:20:00 AM}
♥ Monday, June 14, 2004
heyhey...been seriously long since i blog n so nami ppl keep askin me to blog so im here lo...hehehe....dnt neo wat to blog oso...been wanting to change my blog de but each time when i chose sumthin i lyk alot then wanted to cange then the stupid html gt pborb..sad sad sad.....
lets start of wif last thurs ba as usual...went to sch lo..rushin off the mascort stuff.. reach sch then sh asked me to sew the slaves cloth lo, so i did..i went sch tt dae wif a low xin tai,coz i neo sh n ben wil be off in a couple of hrs later n im the one n onli mascort ppl ther..feelin kinda stress ma,im sure u all can understand de lorz..wif so nami ppl at first to help ard n ask ard to a minimum help in the end..actuali oso nth left ttz wat makes it so stressful coz it seems al done but actuali there is alot to touch up on..ttz y lo..ya mayb i bo eng ba..gt freak out alone de..hahah.so started doin the sewing lo,cindy oso sewin then awhile later go canteen 1 eat,then cindy went off to meet frens le.so went up continue doin n keep askin sh watz to be done lo,then awhile later sh n ben tgt wif our sco,HW headed dwn.n coz the materials r gettin lesser n lesser at tt point of time,esp newspaper,coz xueling need it for the helmet n i need it for the hand n leg guards in replacement of the wire mesh..so was feelin so pek chek..was wrapin til the last piece of leg guard, run out of the big aluminimum!goSh!so helpless manz..then the small 1 cant cover every part of the newspaper nicely...then came ernest!he suggest waes of puttin it to cover nicely..then is done,he helped me wif the sprayin part..thx ernest!
then i think is yeting ba if i din rem her name wrongly..she brought baked rice 4 every 1 to eat, n nizhen n ernest was lyk snatchin lo..wahhaha..ya then came 'ah ma' ....yalo.then after finished sprayin n al tt guess wat!i found the big aluminimum foil manz...wah!but aniwae is al done le..so nvm lo..ya..then stayed til 5+ ba then nizhen n the others went to watch harry potter..ya.end of dae!
then din go sch on fri coz woke late n byt he time i reach sch is lyk goin 1+ 2 le..ya so lyk kinda no point lo..summore ben n sh nt gg til 4+ 5...but be was shocked y i din go sch..ehehe..sori pal..ya coz at night stil gt tuition ma..ya lo.
saturdae weekends cumin up....mum off manz..she going my aunty fish shop again coz gotta find my ah ma ther n bring med to her lo..ya.then me..coz dear dear sick ma,so he din go 'wrk' 4 tt dae,his cousin take over his shift lo..so i went over to his place n reach ard 11+,meet him stra at JP coz need to settle sum stuff..walk ard wanted to eat but dnt neo waat to eat,then we settle dwn at the food court eatin ban mian..it sux..serious!its wae below standard!waste my $ n appetite..but bought sum tibits go his hse eat lo..then had wanted to buy movie tixs 4 night de but scared my mummy dnt allow me stay..so din buy..so shop lo..then went bk..then let my dear hv a gd rest coz rarely he can take afternoon nap n of coz i oso slp lo..hehe..then asked my mum abt stayin.she sae ok..of coz is hapi lo..then we head to JP again to buy movie tixs- The Best Bet,a 12 midnight show.then shop again..haha..had wanted to buy my fav long wanting levis jeans n a v neck t de but al is either no hv the colour i wan or no size..so left sadly lo..then went to his market near his hse de then oso dnt neo eat waat summore so crowded..then we fianli settled 4 the easiest 1-mac..hehe.then head hm watch tv,spend time alone tokin n stuff.
my hapi mood al sank when my dear gt an unknown msg coz the nos wasnt saved tt kind de.the msg is 'ur mum mind if i go over ur hse stayed tonight?'so i help him replied 'who r u'?...then i think my bf slightly rem is his ex hp nos then he scared i wil anyhow think or wateva reson it mayb, he keep askin me go bathe n sae we goin out soon to get a bite coz is ard 10+ le.then b4 i went off,i saw his hp,the reply saes 'michelle,ur ex' n the 3rd msg wrote 'sori, msg wrong guy'! then i go bathe le lorz...when i came out,my dear keep sayin is she msg wrong guy then let me c the msg wrong guy tt msg..n i seriously believed lehz..coz she wasnt ani a decent gal aniwae.soo ok le lorz....then we headed to the car park t get the car..guess wat?! she called! asked my dear is it i saw the msg le,then sae sori sori..then i genuinly believed!then out of my expectation, after she putdwn the fone wif my dear, here cums the 4th msg... it saes, 'shit!i knew she saw it,u ok wif her(which is me)le msg tel me(coz she scare i wil quarrel wif my dear).but seriously,the 1st msg was meant 4 u de n the 3rd msg was meant for her(which is me)."
i was fumin mad k at tt point of time..n we were headin to IMM..then my bf keep sayin is nth de lahz.i trust him of coz but i was angry wif this bitch...my bf isnt meant to be shared n since u din neo how to treasure him in the past so y shld u cum bk now..shameless lorz k..summore the msg is lyk sayin..if his mum dnt mind she wil definately go over his place n spend the night de,she din even ask my bf lehz..jus directly asked if my bf mum wil allow ant,it jus seems lyk its a li shuo dan ran matter lo...so angry manz!haiz...make me think so much n worried so much manz!
aniwae..reached IMM then he had wanted to buy comforter 4 me to put at his hse de..but din fancy ani nice ones so din buy then we headed off to JP lorz..bought sum stuff for the show.an hr or so local movie,its rather nice.4 a moment i 4get exactly wat had happen hrs b4 coz its seriously nice..to me lahz.it brings out how s'poreans wil get addicted to buyin 4-D n stuff.then end ard earli 2+,actuali wanted go eat de buy no cash stil need withdraw so ma fan.so went bk his place eat maggie mee,he cook 4 me,actuali is i wash de but instead he wash n ask me rest..haha.he neos im in a bad mood lahz n he neos y too..ya.. then slp le lorz...end of sat!
sundae sunday le..i stil think n think manz..so scared he wil return to her side coz my bf used to love her alotz alotz!ya..ttz, n started to feel super insecured lo...aniwae,woke at 1130 then was decidin whether to go redhil wif him then i take bus hm faster or cotinue slp then go hm myself later..then was lyk Jurong go hm super far n alone summore..so woke n bathe a acc him dwn lo,had breakfast b4 i left for hm..then reached hm ard 2+ ba then sis oso at hm..then i gt onine when im hm,then sis nt hapi lo,but i jus used,then took a nap til 6 then my mum ask me yest din slp uh...ehehe.was tired..then watch tv 4 the rest of the night..was waitin 4 his cal,then he msg sae he need to go settle his cousin stuff 1st sae wil be put 4 awhile lo,then i wait,but waitin i was thinkin lo.is it true tt he go find his cousin,but i tel myself i mus trust him!n i absolutely do!ya...then finali gt his cal le..so hapi..ehhhe..yeap..then later online..ya,end of sun!
mondae sundae midnight,which is mon morn,i msg my dear when he was aslp..teelin how much im afraid i m to lose him,how much i trust him,how much i love him,n had wantin to ask him stuff but scared he wil sae i dnt trust him or scared he angry..then he replied..i can asked him anythin n he wont be abgry or wat de..so..i asked..i told him im scare he wil xin luan when she beg him to go bk to her side..then sae..its areadi impossible btwn the 2 of them le n he loves me ONLI!then stil gt other msges lahz..shy to sae..heeh..ya..aniwae.i feel so much secured now!*mY dEaR,I lOve u FoREva!~our love is so strong that no 1 wil be able to influence us n enter our lifes!*MuAcKz*
tml wil be a fun dae!sb list wil be announce n tt we wil be celebratin sh bd!~HaPi 18th Bd,Sh!~
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{/6/14/2004 11:59:00 PM}
♥ Thursday, June 03, 2004
awahahhaaha....heyhey..im bk after sooo long uh...pai seh lahz lazy lahz.hahah.dnt neo wat to write lehz then later confirm alot to write de hahaha...let me c wat i can think off to write...
recently so bz wif sc stuff...sumtimes reali so lost but im glad things r gg on quite smoothly now..thx SH!aniwae it reali a nice bunch of ppl to work wif lahz,other than our sco..cant blame them coz they gt a responsibility on them uh...stil rem daes ago when we needed to buy cloth..then deuel n sh went to buy them me n HW went to buy lunch 4 evry1..he so cute manz..ppl drive thru buy mac hor to enter ya?in kap..this HW go buy the exit...hahaha.then when he let sh n deuel off he dnt neo how to exit frm beauty world..then ask me how..aahha.i oso dnt drive lyk my kang kang...then i jus sae u-turn lo,then he sae is illegal de,i sae now other than u-turn ther's nth more u can do to exit..aahah. then int he evenin time when we end everythin, al of us.which includes 4 guys n 4 gals in a samll car..then dict n E had to sit behind the 'boot' hhhaa..fun lahz aniwae,went bukit timah ther to hv dinner lo, then we walk so far jus to had duck rice then we oos took millions of hrs to settle wat to eat when ther'e onli duck rice ther..hahaah.. i kept eatin rice n the soup coz nt much appetite..then kept laughin too,i oso dnt neo y lahz.jus laugh lo..hahhaah!then the 'kind-hearted' HW send me hm coz imptly he can send her nizhen hm ma...keekkeke!
yupz...so mani of my frenz wrkin.onli i so free fr wrk..gt my results last week,ok lahz.i did beta than last sem,but thankfuli i past my ffa which i dnt expect to..i mus mus reali wrk hard next sem or nt i wil be worrin 4 each final sem. to those of my frenz who r wrkin.jia you!to those who r in the sc, jia you too!we can do it de!but i reali hope to b a sb..
last sun had my postponed tuition with the sengkang gal...wah,cannot take it manz!noe wat?!she took 3 hrs jus to learn 40 spelling, n she is nt P1 lehz,she's in P5 lehz! OMG!it was a sun lahz then theirs is a typical family,so is another family dae 4 them lo...had tuition frm 10 so surpose to end at 1130 ma,then she thot times up i wil go le so she jus tryin to pull time lo...but i smarter than her of coz!i stayed til she finished all,,she summore want to deal wif me manz!she told me she hungry,i sae u neo u hungry so u neo how hungry ur family members r lo..every1 is waitin 4 u,then she gt so angry n pek chek!haahha..then end at 1 lo...yeap.
my dear dear sick sick...i so heart pain manz...c him slog so hard then i oos dnt reali dare use his $ then he keep askin me to use then i scare i sent to much then he wil think afetr sloggin so hard then c no $ in bank...aniwae,he is nt my atm uh,he is sum1 i love dearly de...i love u foreva my dearest!n i promise u that my promises to u arent meant to be broken lyk wat she did to u..i love u 4 who u r,hwee!jus hope things wil get beta reali soon 4 u,so tt u can get REAL sufficient rest!or nt i rather u go wrk 8-5 job at least u can hv rest n hv the public holi which ppl hv...i love u my dear,words r jus beyond tellin u how much i love u!thx 4 being my deardear!*mUaCkZ*
dear we wil be in our 11th month tgt sooon this fri which is tml...although its nt long but it al seems tt we had been tgt real long,but im hapi tt our relationship r stil as strong as eva when we jus started out...*hApI aNnI 11th MoNtH to u!!!* i seriously hope there r aalot alot more mths to cum..i love u the 1 n onli in my heart! rest assured i wont be unfaithful to u de. hope we wil get to meet n be hapi tml..i miss u lotsa!
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{/6/03/2004 10:49:00 PM}
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awahahhaaha....heyhey..im bk after sooo long uh...pai seh lahz lazy lahz.hahah.dnt neo wat to write lehz then later confirm alot to write de hahaha...let me c wat i can think off to write...
recently so bz wif sc stuff...sumtimes reali so lost but im glad things r gg on quite smoothly now..thx SH!aniwae it reali a nice bunch of ppl to work wif lahz,other than our sco..cant blame them coz they gt a responsibility on them uh...stil rem daes ago when we needed to buy cloth..then deuel n sh went to buy them me n HW went to buy lunch 4 evry1..he so cute manz..ppl drive thru buy mac hor to enter ya?in kap..this HW go buy the exit...hahaha.then when he let sh n deuel off he dnt neo how to exit frm beauty world..then ask me how..aahha.i oso dnt drive lyk my kang kang...then i jus sae u-turn lo,then he sae is illegal de,i sae now other than u-turn ther's nth more u can do to exit..aahah. then int he evenin time when we end everythin, al of us.which includes 4 guys n 4 gals in a samll car..then dict n E had to sit behind the 'boot' hhhaa..fun lahz aniwae,went bukit timah ther to hv dinner lo, then we walk so far jus to had duck rice then we oos took millions of hrs to settle wat to eat when ther'e onli duck rice ther..hahaah.. i kept eatin rice n the soup coz nt much appetite..then kept laughin too,i oso dnt neo y lahz.jus laugh lo..hahhaah!then the 'kind-hearted' HW send me hm coz imptly he can send her nizhen hm ma...keekkeke!
yupz...so mani of my frenz wrkin.onli i so free fr wrk..gt my results last week,ok lahz.i did beta than last sem,but thankfuli i past my ffa which i dnt expect to..i mus mus reali wrk hard next sem or nt i wil be worrin 4 each final sem. to those of my frenz who r wrkin.jia you!to those who r in the sc, jia you too!we can do it de!but i reali hope to b a sb..
last sun had my postponed tuition with the sengkang gal...wah,cannot take it manz!noe wat?!she took 3 hrs jus to learn 40 spelling, n she is nt P1 lehz,she's in P5 lehz! OMG!it was a sun lahz then theirs is a typical family,so is another family dae 4 them lo...had tuition frm 10 so surpose to end at 1130 ma,then she thot times up i wil go le so she jus tryin to pull time lo...but i smarter than her of coz!i stayed til she finished all,,she summore want to deal wif me manz!she told me she hungry,i sae u neo u hungry so u neo how hungry ur family members r lo..every1 is waitin 4 u,then she gt so angry n pek chek!haahha..then end at 1 lo...yeap.
my dear dear sick sick...i so heart pain manz...c him slog so hard then i oos dnt reali dare use his $ then he keep askin me to use then i scare i sent to much then he wil think afetr sloggin so hard then c no $ in bank...aniwae,he is nt my atm uh,he is sum1 i love dearly de...i love u foreva my dearest!n i promise u that my promises to u arent meant to be broken lyk wat she did to u..i love u 4 who u r,hwee!jus hope things wil get beta reali soon 4 u,so tt u can get REAL sufficient rest!or nt i rather u go wrk 8-5 job at least u can hv rest n hv the public holi which ppl hv...i love u my dear,words r jus beyond tellin u how much i love u!thx 4 being my deardear!*mUaCkZ*
dear we wil be in our 11th month tgt sooon this fri which is tml...although its nt long but it al seems tt we had been tgt real long,but im hapi tt our relationship r stil as strong as eva when we jus started out...*hApI aNnI 11th MoNtH to u!!!* i seriously hope there r aalot alot more mths to cum..i love u the 1 n onli in my heart! rest assured i wont be unfaithful to u de. hope we wil get to meet n be hapi tml..i miss u lotsa!
