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♥ Friday, July 23, 2004

hiyor peeps!~im bk...seems lyk im onli free to blog on fridae ba...din reali blog ever since i gt to know blog gt colour fonts...so im gg to try it out..hahah..so excitin(i neo its abit crazy)hahha...wateva!yea..jus gt hm frm tuition..super fed up wif her manz!din learn my primary english ,hahha...is over...leave things to next week ba!yeye

Monday!
mon as usual gt pqs n utm lo..then the pqs every1 thot is e learnin then gt 1 grp din turn up..tt uncle uh can reali made me slp manz!then we "argue" coz he keep insistin on stuff which he din sae but keep sayin he did id jus tt we din listen to him durin class...reali can slp in his lesson de lehz..he tok is mono-tone de lorz...sianz module..waste my time..then voice super soft..hahah..then had utm...4 the 1st time i dnt feel slpy durin utm coz happen that we need to cum up wif a small advertisment to advertise sumthin...then we jus the "gasbty" song lo....hahha.super funi manz..i think we r the onli grp who did well..kekeke..after sch,which is b4 12pm,had lunch,saw ah boy wif his guy fren then he said tt his fren set up a female frendster then gt ppl msg him askin whether does he suck...i was lyk..huh?so disgustin but real damn funi..ahhah..ya then did project lo...then later join ben n sh at "rod's" table..as he claims so..hahaha.gene n andeline join us later but andeline went off 4 lesson @ 3..ya..then was decidin whether to go hm or go find my dear..then i msg him then i go buy food ma then din expect he wil cal..then i cal him bk..he was lyk super angry lo lyk gg eat me up manz..hahaah..then aniwae he offered to cum sch fetch me go his hse...ya.then spent the evenin at his hse then headed hm...
 
Tuesday!
ya...ask usual...gt lect n tutorial..but hap lo end sch at actuali is 1 de but mrs lim sick so end lec at b4 10 lo..then was carryin the stupid heavy lappy lo 4 IFA de but she sick so end up no hv her lesson lo...ya.then as a class we headed dwn to meet up wif deuel..ya.then half wae on the bus,rained!then wanted meet him at HM de but he sae his hse no bus to ther..so we end up alightin at a BS near his hse de then took 112 to kovan..ate yoshi..then chris go ta bao veg rice in to eat lo...then after eatin the guys n ql grp al went superbowl play then our grp stay inside to shop ard...alot of changes manz...heheh..look lyk i very long din go le..hehe.ya then saw a top i quite lyk but at tt pt no $..so..ya..heheh.then we shop lo then saw those ion kind of toothbrush..so excitin..hahah.then sh n kang went to buy tongue scrapper...hehheeh.then wanted to meet up wif the rest of them de but who neos (coz i 4gt where is the superbowl) we headed towards to opp direction of which we r surpose to go..hahah...n with heavy bags n lappy...we nearly drop dead..ahah.then we u-turrn bk lo...sit outside mac to wait 4 them..then headed to deuel's hse...his hse..is *WAH* kind k...wel..reali enjoyed myself...coz 4 the 1st time i feel we r reali bondin as a class...yea..then headed hm..slp 4 ard 2hrs,headed 4 tuition...hm swt hm!~
 
wednesday!
was rainin..dear cum al the wae frm redill to fetch me to sch..so swt of him..heheh,ttz y i dnt mind whether im late ant..keke.went 4 2 tutorials then end at 2...then need to wait til 0330 to dwnload accpac lo..so in the mean while do project...ahhahah.then meet dear dear at clementi at 0540..was his off dae de then he slept almost whole dae..then ate mac lo then walk to the bs tt has 74(which is a distance awae)..has so much fun..it had been long since we go take long journay bus tgt le..ya..slept in his arms on the bus..then tok here n ther lo..keke.coz he acc me go my tuition there lo..then he took cab hm..yeah then my uncle din cum fetch me!s heavy wif lappy n bag!haha.then headed hm...yeah..
 
Thursday!
had lesson frm 9-5...slpy manz..hahah.went to the alumni or wateva to eat ther..the place is nt bad lahz but the food okok nai lehz...can sae worst then the 'resstaurant' in SIM..hahha.then went to blk 78 area there,slp!ekke...then end tutorial earli but then had lec after tt...the lect was so redandunt manz!cant catch wat she sayin frm the start..she rushin thru lo!so irriated by her..whahah.then went over to find dear @ coffeeshop lo.stone ther til 7+ then fetch su-anne's mum hm n his parents b4 we head to HM ther to eat weatern food!hehe.then had wanted to slp earli de then last  min 4gt gt quiz..then thx to cindy or nt i think i wil fail..haha.then help gene do oso...yeah..end ofdae le!~
 
Friday!
few more mins to 12am le...then wil be sat lo..a pink dae 4 dearie..as he said..coz he can c me n i wil be stayin @ his hse..kekke.nth much..had lect at 8..so slpy as usual..then went to hv that mr.horrible cher tutorial..ya..then al ended at almost 4++...mrs ang is reali a nicer tutor cum lecturer..she cares abt al her std regardless of whether r they her class de...hehe.then headed to go my std hse to collect $ frm his mum or nt tml go out no $ le...then head hm lo..slp 4 awhile then gene n dear called me...yah.then headed 4 tution again lo..ttz y im bloggin now!~end of dae!miss dearie alot!
 
lyk i said on fri section..gene called me askin me if i wana be a sco nt..i was lyk..huh?coz b4 tt sh gt call n ask me..then andeline n ben 1grp,erny & yeting 1 grp, jus & ter 1 grp..then sh & gene i think surpose to be 1 grp de..then now if i join who wil be my male parnter?but i was thinkin if i gt zhi ge go join ma?coz i feel i dnt hv wat it takes to be a gd sco..n wat worries me is i scare i wil be outcast by ppl jus lyk NZ!which i dnt 1 de lo..haiz...fan..i oso dnt neo myself lehz..i feel lyk joinin de but then...i cant posibbly go in 'btwn' sh n gene ma coz after all i last min then cum in de uh..i oss dnt neo lez..haiz.
 
Now i neo y dear gt his off dae on the wed le...coz tt time he told me his off i was lyk y on wed,coz is the middle of the week then rest 1 dae then mus chiong 4 so mani daes..summore i feel he gettin weaker lyk gona sick soon..heart painz ma..keke.then he asked me my bd which dae?i sae wed lo..then at 1st i din go n think ma then he asked me so when wil his off dae be?i was lyk,stunned!oh!he took a wed brk coz he neos the cumin mth is my bd n if he is wrkin he wont be able to be wif me le...so sweet of him!so xi xing!super touched n numb 4 words le!
 
Dar dar..u r reali a great guy in my heart le..i cant asked 4 more..u r jus tt sum1 whom i wanaa be 4 the rest of my live..i neo is stil earli to sae wat wil happen...but i reali wan u to neo tt i wil n confirm wil love u n stay by u 4ever de!n as i said...my promises arent meant to be broken..i love u 4 who u r...u hv aready long been planted right deep in me with roots tt nth wil separate us apart..i neo u r wrkin hard..n tt'z y i dnt wan used ur $..my dear is nt meant to be my atm de thou im nt rich myself lahz..kkeke.*MuAcKz* *i LoVe YoU,My dEaReSt edWiN*
 
heheh...wil get to meet dear in a few hrs time..kekek.then mayb go watch i,robot tml night with him ba..ehhe.yeah.wil end here peeps...dnt neo when wil be bk le...ahahhah...*mY dEaR....456838 512 3344 1314*:)
 
 



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♥ Friday, July 16, 2004

hiyor!~ppl..im bk again..this time round so much faster to blog compared to the past...life hv been seriously borin n gettin stressful n hectic as daes cums by...reali scary manz..haiz!ya...reali been thru alot even thou sch has onli started 4 onli 3weeks..i dnt neo y but it seems lyk im the onli 1 that has alot of problem with (the minimumof 1) ppl in my class... i dnt neo y lahz,life seems so diffcult in poly...dnt even neo if im able to survive thru another 2 yrs..alright,lets jus start off wif the 1st week of sch ba...
 
1st week of sch!
yeah!stil wasnt in the mood to reali start off wif yr 2,ya!if i din rem wrongly,then sun before mon(sch starts),the glady ppl when HV 2 chill out,thou nt mani ppl go but stil its enjoyable..ya!onli gene,xueling,ben,sh,me n our sco!actuali din 1 to go de coz lazy to go n i dnt neo how to go frm hm..hahah,then hw msg n offered to fetch me ther...then cant find our wae ther,then thru his gut feelings,we reached ther finali..then cant find parkin lot..but in the end gt le n we din wait 4 long...n i told hw coz is me!hahah..lame,then drink!so long din drink le...shiok!hahha..then my mood sank half wae thru our chat...coz dear called then he misunderstood my meanin n kinda lyk so fierce towars me lyk its my fault!i cried ther...tryin hard to cover everythin is fine then but i think al of them notice..ya.then hw send me n sh hm...then wait 4 dear to get hm n tok awhile but the tok made me felt more worst!then i called gene stra w.o readin from our msn conver sayin whether i pretty ant...coz i asked him..ahhaah!then we chat lo,til reali wee hrs then gt onli a few hrs of slp coz lesson @ 8..reali mus thx u gene!thx 4 being such a great listener!aniwae then had my lesson!oh gosh!my pgs cher,super ah pek manz,cant stand it,tok slow,explain oso slow...makin me feel so slpy..then my utm cher...he tok super loud..hahah..ya..4gt tt mon wat did i do after lesson le..aniwae rem can tel me..hhaha...
 
then 4 the whole week..onli had lecture...then oso 4gt wat i did after lesson le...but jus rem i din go hm stra then i gt tuition at night on certan daes
 
aniwae ever since the start of the sch week,conflicts cums in frm everywhere n it seriously seems im the onli 1 hvin it...i dnt neo y..im nt those who treat frens 4 granted n neither wil i treat thenm as subsitute de but i jus dnt understand y m i doin things tt is against my temper at times!mayb i reali think things thru ba..after al,we r fated to be frens de or nt we wont be in the same class le..ya!i jus feel as thou im so transparent at times...every1 has their own rights to hv their own bunch of frens..n i feel it doesnt means tt if i hv new frens i wil 4get the old de uh..i dnt deny tt im reali comfy wif glady ppl but its 4 2 diff purpose..i neo them coz of baoc...more 4 layin de,but my grp..we r reali in tgt 4 lessons n everythin..i dnt mean we cant do other things other than lessons n stuff,but after al,we started out as a class uh...but 4 glady, we started out as a 'playin' grp..ya!jus wana clarify..wat im sayin is nt the side myslf or wateva de k...
 
aniwae..watz most memorable was the end of the 1st week of sch!my 1st yr anni wif dear!!!!thou nt long nor short,its the times we spent tgt..the ups & dwns n everythin....sat when over his hse to stay as usual then we went to eat after he left the coffeeshop then we wnet IMM...i was seriously touched by his actions manz..when we reached,he headed into mini tones,jus lyk as if he neos wat he wana buy..he bought me my fav!piglet!hahhaha...then we went minoshop..i bought a set of ***...so cute!heheh...then when i tryin hor gt 2 little gals get into my changin rm,i stun..luckily im hvin it on...hahah..ya then headed hm lo..then neo wat!he pass me a levis vucher!$150 bucks!shocked..thot he seriously wont get me anythin coz he sae he wont, n tt he reali super bz ma...i stun dnt neo wat to sae...hahah..then sun we go shop lo..go find jeans but al outlets no hv..he more jing zhang than me...can see how eager he was in gettin me my fav levis jeans..kekek.*muackz*love u super lots my dear!no words can sae how much i love u!
 
kk..i stop here 4 week1 of sch..my sis wana use le..tml can go get my jeans le...arrived le!yippie!hahah..to clarify again...i dnt wan things to get worst or wat..the current times we r hvin now is so gd which i wanz maintian..im jus sayin how i feel 4 the past weeks which is over le...so ya...no offence!



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♥ Sunday, July 11, 2004

elo!~ seriously been long ever since i blog...think since the dae of BAOC...alot of things happen.... seriously alot..at least the most lotz of things happened in sch ever since i entered poli.... im startin to c al kinds of ppl ard me..be it gd,bad,self centered,bad tempered,nice,great,lovely or watsoever kind of ppl... it has been real tough copin with ppl i have neo since i enter poli..alot of things to sae..so pardon me if its rather long ppl...

bAoC 04/05
the dae al of us r waitin 4 has finali arrived...al the hard work n preparations we have done had finali be of used le... felt a sense of satisfaction...hear frm hw sayin that that nizhen dnt lyk me..wel,as i expected..she doesnt lyk me coz neither do i lyk her...she sae i tau..i agree wif wat hw has said..we r ther to help the sco n nt their slaves..anywae,it has been great wrkin wel n fine wif the glady ppl but it seems lyk thru this baoc thingys..i got myself into alot of mess..i dnt c watz wrong of havin my own frens..true tt i neo glady pals after 1 yr of poli..but frens r addin onto our lifecircles everydae..im nt takin ani1 4 granted but sumhow or other ther r ppl who thinks tt im onli takin them as a subsitute when i cant have time wif glady ppl(when hvin lesson,etc)..its jus tt i click wel wif them but that doesnt mean anythin..im sure al of us hv 1 or 2 frens or even 1 grp of frens whom we reali click wif..but after all..i din 4get my frens..im a bad tempered gal too...if i dnt cre i dnt c y i wil bother abt anythin..i can jus live by my own n let daes past..

wel..bk to baoc..was reali fun..al the 3 daes..though its super tirin but i feel its al worht the time n sweat spent..i hv reali bond wel wif quite alot of ppl in there...i was thinkin..shld i thx gene?coz is lyk..frm wat i heard frm hw,he sae their 1st thot of sb list was sh wif gene,but coz gene cant make it to al 3daes,then i became a sb..wif sh..is tt tellin me sae if gene is free 4 al 3 daes,i wil becum a sc n no longer a sb?haiz...dnt neo lahz...aniwae..i love my class of freshies...they r reali lovable n make me feel so comfortable n part of their class..reali envy them n hope they continue as close as a class n nt lyk my class..TA25!i LOVE U GUYS!miss u ppl alot..i wont 4get u ppl...jasmine,jessie,mabel,kiaw leng,kum sin,kok liang,joycelyn,stanley,ann leng,roslin,chin liang,clarize,jia ren,pek kuang,roanna n lastly..yong jia(thou i haven seen u,but as partt of tA25..u r oso my freshie) oso thx to joycelyn,stanley n jasmin..w.o u guys the dance wil nt go on smoothly...*mUaCKZ*

bAoc DAE1
its reali exciting to neo tt i wil be seeing my freshies super soon..n tt its rreali a 1st time tt im involved in such activities..mine is the 3rd slot so..wait n enjoy wif the ither 1st 2 grp of freshies..then look ard to the other grp of og...Zf was in the pirates...heard he had been thru alot esp this baoc but can c he was reali a tough guy...admire him manz..stil goin on so strong..aniwae..here cums my ta25 at 11....they llom so innocent..mayb im lyk tt too last yr..heheh...then this kok liang uh..super li siao lo..give him my no he go rub awae..hahha.then after tt bring them to class lo 4 entertainment..heheh.was rather pissed too while in class..we sb r surpose to brief our own freshies de, n tt nizhen din tel us we r surpose to give them papers ma,so how we neo how to brief them,,right?then she snatch the post frm sh n sae she brief the freshies n told our freshies dnt neo wat ur sb doin 4 the past 1 yr...oh!manz..how cld she sae tt in front of our freshies...haiz..wateva.then bring them ard sch to 'tour' lo...was super tired..after the whle thin stil hv to stay bk to clean up the mess..was cleanin n rubbin the car park floor wif tinner coz im asked to buy NZ then i scrubed lo..is she sae spots not obvious no nid clean then she sweep the floor then end up al the paints she can c mus scrubed...so i scrub..she n hw nearly start an agruement coz of the patch im cleanin...NZ sae scrub..hw n mc sae no nid..so i scrub..scrub til i tu lan manz..then she cum tel me ok le..she cant c gt colour le no nid clean..but by then i areadi bu shuang le..so i told her i stil can c the colour..i continue scrubin...ya then stayed til quite late coz gotta prepare 4 the dae2 sports dae!end of dae1~

bAoc DAE2
here cums dae 2...meet my freshies at 0745..then take attendance n everythin lo..bring them to the field asap coz that NZ wan us to reach fast..i dnt neo y im sweatin lyk mad k..hahah.then i thinnk its joycelyn who asked me y dnt i tie my hair..hahah..hor?andeline?kekek...coz ai mei bu yao ming ma...hehe.then set off to bring them to the station master to paly game..gene,sh n cindy..ya..was rather fun lahz honestly..but then again tired...got to thx gene..w.o him i think me n sh wont be able to excel among our freshies le...oso coz sh gt to leave 4 mascort ma..so ya..then after game bring them bk to the sportshall lo..to settle dwn..had a game..al frshies game but an accidnet occur..8 lanes but nine grp of freshies..a guy collide wif another guy..then the ambulance came but the mascort was cancelled..so sad 4 the mascort ppl...ya.then went to find dear coz his mum angry again after hvin lunch at sim wif andeline,sh,gene,ben n hw...end of dae 2!~

bAoc DAE3
fianle the last dae!was called my nZ to reached sch by 0745.i dnt neo y she called me to go so earli coz i wasnt involved in the mascort..thou my freshies attendance wasnt too gd but im stil hapi the rest bother to cum..thx tA25..wasnt a gd dae coz it rained but rather cool..jus sit in the hall alomost 4 the dae takin pix 4 sh n she went 4 the bkstage 4 mascort..ya..the dae ended wel but was super tired...reali is super tired.stand oso can slp de tt kind..our banner won,our pagnent won,erny gt the best sb award!al ended nice n well..wat was so fun was tt gene's gf actuali dance ai ni!heheheh..ya..then again pack up n everythin lo then headed to marche eat lo..wasnt another hapi thin again..haiz...ya..okiez.aniwae after tt went youth park wif hw,ben,xueling,sh,andeline n gene...played reali cracy manz...then reached hm ard 12....finali sch startin in 2 daes time...bAoc Ended!~

alright thing is alot le..im tired of typin le..wil update again ba...so stress now over alot of things..how i wish i can quit sch...:)



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