heyhey..im bloggin..after a long time..4get wat im surpose to blog oso..this week reali a super dwn week lo...so emotional this weeek...dnt neo y..mayb too stressed le..n hadnt been meetin my dear 4 2 daes...feel so lonely,gan jiong n scared!see...2daes nia i areadi dyin..watz more to sae when he goes 4 reservist..2 weeks then...i miss me now..haiz..he slp le..i love u my dear...
oh..rem i went to his hse to stay on tue instead of sat this week?on the tue night,he sae if we brk hor the $ inside my bank we half half k(coz his savings inside my bank acc)...kaoz..i was....my heart sank!but i replied him sayin if ever such a dae,i wil return him al he $..it made me think so so n extremely much lo!was thinkin how cum he wil ask me this kind of qns out of the blue..then he keep sayin jokin..but i stil cant help thinkin..i scare to lose him lo..n he stil play such pranks on me...tt night so scare he slp half wae wil wake up n sae brk up manz...(coz he did tt b4 to ask 4 a brk)haiz..but now ok le..shld be ba....keep assurin me tt he promised wont leave me a stuff...aniwae..wed went to sun tan..quite fun even with the 2 of us..hahaha..thx my dearie..ur off dae to slp but u stil acc me to suntan...love u super lotz!
study week....haiz..dnt sae..sh u neo wat i mean lahz uh..haha..we 2 the same de lorz..next week can die le lorz..mus prepare med le...or nt confirm die..haha...tml nt styain at dear hse..feel so diff..mayb too used to every sat le..then mus wait til next sat which is so long...but then tml gg out..hopin to watch alien v predator...ya..finali can see him le...hhaha
palz!jia you jia you wor..n pls pls do tc...
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{/8/20/2004 11:24:00 PM}
♥ Monday, August 16, 2004
heyhey...im rottin in sch now..do nth..haha...2dae cum sch 4 the purpose of installin accpac n do blaw project de...finalli accpac is al done...haha,but onli the installin part not the assignment part...but lucky thing is we can do it at hm..lyk myob..haha.yea...then my bunch of frens told me to reach sch aat 1015 n they reached 0945 themselves...then this yanti tel me sae she late...i was thinkin yanti where wil be late de...ahha..n this kang,cindy,sh,chew told me sae they late n sae they takin mrt...super weird..where gt such things?so long nvr hear them sae takin mrt to sch de...so i started suspectin..hahah.then i stil happily on my lappy to play then they rush me ask me go over umbrella area...then i faster pack go lo..then saw a cake...n wif a piece pf paper...STEPHANIE...i was stunned but kinda expected..ahhaha...n they think they very skinny lo..hide behind the 'mini' bushes...hahah...took pix,cut cake n tt sh n kang keep askin me to make a wish...hahah....the present was reali nice...thx alot alot pals...i reali loved the wallet!~thx 4 the mini celebration 4 my bd...love u guys!~
hahaha...funi part...was on the wae frm helpdesk to C1...n neo wat...we enter the lift..i was askin sh n kang other than wallet wat had they thot of buyin 4 me..kang said the earring,polo t n neo WAT?!tt SH go sae..'UR BOXER'....i was lyk..gosh..gt others inside the lift manz...cant help laughin...the guys inside oso tryin ti control their laughter lo....sh...be more you ya......gt bf le..mature abit...make me so shy in the lift...hahaha...
i miss my dear dear le..c him sloggin so hard i very heart pain lehz..but wat to do...haiz...scare he wil fall sick soon...c the wae he eat n slp,n nvr drink enuf plain water...i love u my dear...~ oh...btw..kang is hiam-ing my long n beautiful nice hair..ask me go cut....hmmppff!~
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{/8/16/2004 04:45:00 PM}
♥ Wednesday, August 11, 2004
heyhey....2dae die die oso mus blog....my hapi dae!its my 19th bd!yippy!im older le....so fast...im nearing 21...kekek...had such a great dae todae manz...dear dear gt off 2dae then thot he wil be slpin at hm then who neos he oso had 2hrs of slp (after fetchin his dad dwn at 5am n gt hm at ard 8) til 10am n gt to places to search 4 my present...he end up in heeren fossil watch shop...he actuali wanted get 2 watch..one swatch kind nt metalic de n 1 fossil metalic de...but dnt neo y swatch no hv wat i wan..so he end up onli get the fossil watch..whic is $138 bucks...hahah..n neo wat...my 1st ice cream cake 2dae!he gt me ice cream cake frm swensen...n is $38 bucks..ehhe.reali yummy k...aw!~~~hahah.blow my 19 candles off n start eatin lyk mad n ttz my dinner n nth else..reali hapi...
so i was sayin he gt me presents n cake ya?he then gt hm again to put the cake n out again to go sch fetch me....i was super touched!scared he wil get angry coz he gt sch @ 0140 n im surpose to end sch @ 2 but end @ 0220 in the end..he end up slpin in the van..i was lyk so xin tong...he was surpose to be slpin at hm coz he is reali tired but he went out 4 the whole morn n afternooon jus 4 me!thx alotz my dearie!then gt into his van.....then til highway there saw his hp on the van the shelf there..saw his hp put there lyk gt type msg but nvr send or gt send then nvr exit so i take n c lo...guESS wat?!the msg wrote: 'Darling,although the present may be simple n common but i hope u wil lyk it..happi birthdae to u,my darling.u wan then search 4 it..hahah' i was lyk..huh?i asked him was the msg meant 4 me?coz i din receive this msg frm him then he keep smilin to himself...then i search lo..so easi find..but was reali touched!beyond words...coz he reali gt no $ ma..ya...then we head to JP..had wanted to fetch yanti there too coz on the wae but coz my dear's the behind very messy n dirty ttz y din cal her 4 the ride..then we went to c gt show..too bad..no hv!haha.then we took neo cards...so furni..we keep decoratin the 1st card 4gettin abt the 2nd card..then the 2nd card no design..hehehe. but well..was oso nice coz gt hunk n babe inside ma..ekkeke.head to seoul garden...our luch cum dinner le...so full,cost $40 bucks...after tt shop ard..go 77th street gt my fav hot shorts...cheap..$12.90 nia..heheh.then actuali wanted buy clothes de..but then think i spent alot of his $ 2dae le..so nvr buy lo..hehe.then head his hm to hv a rest....
neo y i state those prices..coz is reali alot of $ spent..ard $300 lehz...coz his mum give me ang pao ma..heheh.neo how i neo?coz he keep his receipts in his jeans then when gt hm i snatch his jeans to search 4 the pocket n we 2 r lyk snatchin 4 the jeans..ahhaha...
my baobei!my dearest hwee..i love u..the one n onli bf 4 me in my life..i wanna stay 4eva this hapi wif u n spent the rest of my life wif u!i wana celebrate the rest of my bd wif no 1 else other than u!dnt eva think of leavin me..nt even in ur dreamz uh...i love u lotz my darlin!!!!!!thx 4 the lovely,enjoyable,un4getful 19th birthdae celcbration!!!!!!!!!!!!
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{/8/11/2004 11:10:00 PM}
♥ Monday, August 09, 2004
ello..guys im back..firstly wanna thank all my frenz,andeline(dar dar no2)haha...esp sh,thx 4 al the help u had given me ttt dae n the time spent with me...oso my grp mates..thx 4 being understanding n ther 4 me...to my dearest boi boi...thx him 4 the time,love,care n concern showered on me when im seriously sick...love u guys so so much!
jus now went to see fireworks..ooooOOO super nice manz!my 18 yrs of life time..1st time see real life de..swear 1 yr mus get tix to national stadium...but too bad..this wil be the last yr national stadium be used 4 NDP..the traffic was terribly bad manz..all headin fort rd there to see fireworks...alot of cars.everywhere jam..actuali reachin cozy bay le but reali long q...areadi highwae nia..start to jam le..then bo bian had to go sumwhere..then headed sumwhere whereby near stadium can c fireworks de..then we end up sumwhere near ECP there..waited 4 almost 3hrs...gettin bored to death but al was worth while,the time waitin after seeing the 5planes spreading n the 3 helicopter bringin in the flag....and the best part!!!!!!!!the FIREWORKS!every1 was OOOOOing manz...hahah...reali pretty n nice!the tp 2dae al very nice..car can park al the wae to highwae there..hahah..yea!HapI 39Th BiRtHdAe SiNgApOrE!!!!!!!!!!!hapi BirthDAe sHuIn DeE!!!!
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{/8/09/2004 11:54:00 PM}
♥ Sunday, August 08, 2004
yoyo!bk here to blog le...wasnt myself 4 the past few daes..gt seriously sick..actuali wed still ok de then thurs gt kinda worst then stil tryin to act okok..actuali dn wan to go for tax lec de but scare later dnt neo wat the topic is tt..then went,next is costin tutorial lo...then went for ifa lec,half wae went to dear's place to slp..my hse too far..so went to his hse instead n stil can get to c him...ya.then at night gt reali dwn le..then dear asked me to stayed over then asked mum..she said can onli satyed once/week..so hv to decide whether to stay tt dae or nt sat..then in the end went to c doc then took cab hm coz by the time he fetch me hm n bk to his hse is aready too tirin n late 4 him n he gota wake at 5 the next dae...then went hm ate med,online awhile then was feelin super uncomfy...feel lyk dyin manz..went to bed..was graspin 4 air manz..breathin hard...then cant take it..went to vomit..then finali can get to slp..
fri.....was surpose to help out at the fun fair de...but sh n erny gt sum misunderstandings so din go in the ed aniwae even hv i oso nt gg coz too weak le..then my grp mates r doin projects..i feel so xin fu tt i hv such great grp mates..so understandin towards me..let me rest n din bother me tt dae...but i felt so guilty coz is lyk im leavin everythin to them n i did nt do anythin lyk tt..so ppl..gt anything need me do,jus tel me k..thx..love u guys!...aniwae,pick myself up n went to sch 4 cost lec..thot it was 3 but was at 2..so end up abit late...wasnt in the mood to hear coz stil nt well but luckily ended earli...then went to canteen to spent time..tgt wiff sh..she accompanied me..thx sh..n she helped me alot..thx ger!then slp on the table...ate abit n was eatin super slow tt sh said if yanti was ther,no matter yanti eat how slow wil oso win me....hahaha...ate med after tt..my misery..but promised dear to get well b4 my bd..so hv to eat,i dnt 1 bd stay hm..went 4 sco interview wif lun...was a success ba..but din neo wat i was sayin,in the end jus sae i gt bf coz dnt wan to bluf lahz..no pt.gt bf mus be proud ma..hide 4 wat..kekek.then ask so mani qns but then seems lyk they r impressed wif our ans(a feelin,lun so said tt)..haha.then stephanie said i look slimmer than in the picz...hoho...then headed hm n rush 4 tuition after tt.....
how i spent my sat?...erm...slept thru the dae...til 1+ i think..then wake n ate three slice of bread n then ate med,then online do nth...put nail polish..then head to find dear at ard 4++...coz dear said he can leave at 5..then on my wae on 74,he called n said he can onli leave at 7...so haiz...everytime lyk tt de...mood sank..then reached sch ther nt even 6...sit at the bs see bus n c ppl....saw ye,ed(louise) and joyce....ah ye asked me sae is he sh's part time bf...i said it was onli my own sain..it wasnt reali..then he said is hw sae de..dnt neo wat crap oos...hahha.then finali board the bus..too bored le..reached his hse onli 0635..stil gt ard 45min more...so sit ther play my hp puzzlebobble lo..his hse ther super windy..hehe..then finali he reached..i was drained le... but then a rare dae..so went out after he bathe...went orchard..as usual cant decide wat to eat then i was aready super hungry..so pek chek..then finali settled on breeks...i ate 1 nt very nice..but he ate the fish n chips quite worth..but then the choco milkshake n my honey dewdrops was nice...heheh.then loiter ard orchard lo coz catchin the village at 1205am...ya...watch villlage digital...the graphics was reali nce n sharp...in this caes is worht the $...show sharp on time nt the the normal de..stil gt advertisment...but then i think its nt worth payin 4 $8.50...stil ok if its $6.50...ya...then headed hm n slp at 3...then bk here on sun..hm!~
reflection!~~~had alot of misunderstandings wif my classmates coz due to my neglience ba..dnt neo..but can sae it was seriously gettin big..chris wanz to get out frmt e guys grp n join the other grp..dnt neo is it im the cause or is it chris had aready wanted it tt wae...but seriously..my class guys are nt reali tt mature to settle things orderly n nt darin to sae things which they r uh=nhappi wif but then tokin behind's ppl bk...i mean if they reali mean to wanted to bond..tey shld jus sae out how they feel n nt jus gossip coz tt wont make any diff...aniwae..had to thx cindy 4 the great help she had given me..w.o her i think this prob would nt hv been settled n tt i would nt hv neo who is gossipin behind me n reali c thru sum ppl real self...thx cindy!reali appreaciate wat u hv done 4 me...:)
sch had been so hactic..dnt neo can cope ma...so fast test al comin le n im lyk half here half ther..haiz...last time in sec sae wan out of sec sch fast..now tt im out of sec sch n in in poli..i wan to get out of poli..haiz...human nature ba i think..been reali stressed!everythin seems to n r pilin up on me...cant take it manz!sumtimes feel lyk givin everythin up....jia you jia you is al i can sae....:)
my dearest!i love u 4 who u r n im sori 4 awaz usin ur stuff...dnt sori to me k....i neo sumtimes im angry abt stuff but then is a no choose thing coz i neo u hv choosen this path to walk on..so i hv to be understandin!i seriously love u n as i said...no 1 neos the future..but then i reali wanted to be mrs ng..nt on impulse or naive but reali had a deep thot b4 decidein..hahaha..i miss u so....
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{/8/08/2004 06:15:00 PM}
♥ Monday, August 02, 2004
heyhey ppl im bk after so long hor...kekek..gt miss me ma?im rottin in sch now waitin 4 my dear;s fone cal..he bz ma..shy lahz..ahha.wateva...oh!b4 i 4get...last sat when to meet yanti to do pqs project..we met at 1030 but reached her hse @ 1pm manz...gosh!haha...her cupboard gt reali nice tibits manz...aw!hee.n neo wat?al her cupboards r FULL...be it shoes ,books,bags n accessories...haha.but i think she last min pack de otherwise where wil be tt neat hor?haha..then her guardian treat me eat durian...yummy!n i saw a cat which i at first thot it was a fake 1 but it turn out to be a fierce 1...n the most impt thing...her guardian sae i petite n cute...hahaha...so super shy..im blushin le...kekeke..
then dear cum fetch me..his face black black de..then asked him he sae he gt into the wrong carpark ttz y so pek chek...haiz..sorry dear..then when reached his hse carpark,almost quarreled with another driver who r surpose to let incomin car up 1st as ther is a white line...ya.then took a nap then when AV to eat chicken rice again..then head to orchard...saw alot of watches from al brands but stil cant decide which 1 i like...like 1 frm swatch,1 frm fossil,1 frm titus...so hard to choose but i think since i gt 2 metal watches le so m considerin to buy those leather kind de...then i thot im nt in nid of a watch so i suggest to my bf tt i needed sumthin...which is a 20 bucks polo t..then so happen tt we saw a rd name called 'BuYong' then he asked me how to read then i pronounce to him lo..thot he was tryin to test my readin but who neos he was tryin to relate thing to me...then sae ya..this rd name oso sae buyong buy the t buy others instead..i was lky...urgh!hahah..ya then when back his place n we were out again at 1130pm to catch I,Robot @ 1150pm..its rather nice....a gd catch ppl...and ya!jus spent my weekend..coz sun oso do nth...hahah..
aniwae alot of things reali happened...so much so tt im super tired about everythin..but jus when i thot of my dear i sumhow gt the courage to face everythin once aggain...thx my dearest...ya..bk here...sumhow had alot of probs with my frens and on fri sumhow i felt so unwanted by a bunch of ppl..i went to find my bf to cry my hearts out...cant take it..but al solved le...ya...think ppl are gettin more n more fake in poly..reali hard to find real pals..but seriously...thx alot to al of u..kang,yanti,sh,andeline my freshies...love u guys al...thx..
aniwae enuf of sad stuff...rem a reali sweet things my dear did...i had tuition on tue n was about to go hm le then saw my dear msg askin where m i...then i was kinda shock...is it coz he wans me to reach bs then call me...then when i get out frm the lift,GUeSS wat?! i saw a car resembling my dear's car.....is HIM! i was stunned n shock n touched n loss 4 words manz...nearli cried...he bought me rice n my eyedrop....aw!!!!l Love u so so much!!!!
alright..project is on the right track...and hopefuli things will continue to remain the same...jia you my grp mates...!!!!
