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hi al!let this blog be the last blog of 2004 n oso symbolizes the new yr of 2005...wel...2004 certainly is a yr of everything..i experience almost everythin..anger,happiness,sadness,laughter,bonding...etc etc....then again of coz i learnt alot thru out the yr of 04.....i hv oso get closer to my frens..makin me feel tt i wont be how i m w.o them guiding,helpin n encouraged me lot wheneva esp during test n exam period....i wont 4get the times we laugh,do,pekchek,sayin sorri,eat,shop,celebrate bd tgt de....its realli memorbale..thx gers!u all neo u u all r la huh..no nid me to spelled it out..coz i shy...hahah....then again..i would lyk to take this opportunity to sae sorri to ani1 whom i hv offended or in 1 wae or another make u angry or pissed off with....ya...

yr 2004 is indeed a yr full of kao yan...esp with laogong....his wrkin hours are making me turnin myself all over..coz in order to be able to meet him...n i wan to meet him..its so hard n diff to meet him..i understand he have to wrk n stuff so i nvr tel him bt this cozi feel ther is no nid to..by tellin him...its as well as tellin him sae tt i dnt wan him to wrk n onli jus me me me n me...ya....aniwae,i happi tt he had aready had a caeerer of his own le..to now a small boss of his owe...jus wanna him to be hapi with wat he is doing n nt overworked himself...i dn tneo but i had awaz fear he wil leave me 1 dae if ever he discover he no longer love me...thou he had mani times assured me...think its jus a barrier within me n coz i love him too much.....aniwae...its reali nice to go thru a wonderfl yr with him..from CNY to V.dae to our 1st yr anni to my bd to his bd to x'mas till now countdwnin of a brand new yr...wel...hope 2005 wil be a even more happi yr...a mani more yrs till death do us apart...i love u!

oso...to my frens ard me....glad n happi tt sh had finalli found her belover after hearin ur story of ur ex...i realli feel 4 u but i reali hope u c'tinue to be happi in his hand n walk thru ur life with him...same to kang...my blessings to u n hualun...reali envy ur long-tern determination r/s with him...even wif ups n dwns..u all had in thru 4 yrs...be hapi n walk into the aisle with him 1 dae...(dnt 4get to send me an invitation uh)hhehe...n my dearest yanti..this yr...esp w.o my life in sch wont be so happenin le....thx 4 acc me shoppin,thx 4 sharin so mani tastes of colour.clothes,gossip with me.....n oso,sorri 4 being pekchek with u at times....n oso..yanti,i hope u wil find ur parnter b4 u graduate so tt im sure me,kang, sh n the rest wil be real hapi 4 u n ur niang wil be very hapi n secure graduatin coz u r attached...hahah....n to cindy....congrats to u being with D n may u continue to stay cheerful awaz....

mani wishes 4 the cumin yr...jus hope i can get my wish soon...haha...summore now gt sales but no $........urgh!haha.....to my frens.....a VERY HAPPY 2005 NEW YEAR!!!!!!

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{/12/30/2004 11:05:00 PM}

foReVer!~~~~

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{/12/24/2004 05:30:00 PM}

anothEr 1?~

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{/12/24/2004 05:28:00 PM}

couPle DrinkIng?!!

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{/12/24/2004 05:26:00 PM}

tHe roYalTies!~

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{/12/24/2004 05:25:00 PM}

~me~

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{/12/24/2004 05:24:00 PM}

hi peeps..haven been bloggin 4 awhile le...but then been wondering is ther ani1 readin it?it seems lyk no 1 read due to no 1 taggin.....wel,been bz this few days n gettin restless easily these daes...think might be due to pms ba...get so pek chek easily n projects n tutorials are jus so packed!i have to apologise esp to yanti...coz i have lyk been so pekchekw hile tokin to her these daes...im sorry..i dnt wan to find excuses to defend myself coz im reali sorri,Yanti....yea...and to any 1 out there if these daes i hv been mean to u or gettin so angry/pek chek easily over stuffs, pardon me...sorri every1!yea.....stressed is the word.....n pms too...dnt neo y its so late...cause by stressed?or irregular meals n nt hvin enuf slp?well...jus hope my aunt visit me soon...ahha...yea!well,project....erm?haiz...dnt neo lehz...scary..mus reali jia you le...i now im slow n im nt gd in almost anythin,coz if u asked me anythin i wil perpetually tel u i dnt neo in everythin...but i try my best, im sorri to my grp mates if im reali slow n need u all the patience n guidence.....thx...

aniwae, x'mas is reali reali round the corner le..in erm...2daes time?so how al of u al wil be celebrating?wel...i think it wil be jus another dae in his hse...wont be gg out i surpose..coz we r delare broke!hahah..yea..so kang..wil u be jioing me?where wil u be bringin me?dnt sell me uh...i worth alot de wor...ahhaha....btw,thx to those who had given me any x'mmas present n m sorri if i cant 'return' u 1..yea!MERRY X'MAS to ALL......!!!!!

went out with my royal family after lecture todae....had alot of fun on the bus thou we r lyk separated coz alot of ppl...alighted at heeren n cross over to cine to hv our brunch...me n kang had fishball noddle...the funny part was we onli notice ther is actualli ba chor mee after we ordered...haha...yea..n kang's mee pok with ketchup looks so white, might as wel dnt put...sh had curry chicken rice n yanti had...eh.nt sure wat is tt...ahhaha...then we head on to heeren....walked ard.....took neoprints....super funni lo...gt 1 shot we r caught unprepared n its so natural..but wel..we din choose tt of coz...n tt most excitin part is the designin of those pic!!!yanti keep coun-downing the time left while me n sh decorate....then coz dnt understand jap..so anihow tap and in a sec,the pix i was doin on when missing..i til now stil din noe how i gt the pix bk..ahha...wel...al the 4 pix is nicely n beautifully decorated....exciting!!!then yanti bought 2 hp chain 4 her frenz b4 headin on to our next destination...taka...took a long time 4 yanti to choose an organiser 4 her cousin..i choose de lehz..ahhaha...n i taught her how to let her cousin neo is frm kino...ex stuff...haha...while waitin..i help my jie mei take her super duper heavy bag...n keep singin the x'mas song tt i went so thirsty..cravin 4 water...after buyin..yanti headed bk to sch while the 3 of us continue..........sh went to get a hp pouch 4 her mum n we r lyk some how stuff among ppl...its so packed.... n we actuali borrowed those soft toys there to demonstrate a position to kang...hahah....we kept laughin!!!!!so kang.....its nt 'tiring to lift the legs after al uh?' hahaha...wel..after tt sh n kang went to get wallets 4 their beloved!!!!their service sux...haha...after tt...we went toilet to steal their tap water to drink..ahahah...then walk al the wae to meradian ther...hw cum find sh.....get dear the eeynore..but its abit dirty..had been hestitating....coz its the last piece n if i dnt buy i wont be able to get it esle where...so i gt it....jus hope he wil lyk it coz its a kinda tough decision....yea...then headed hm....

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{/12/22/2004 10:36:00 PM}

elo..peeps...wil hv an updatin of a short entry....2dae 16/12 lo.....few more daes to x'mas n 2more weeks + to another new yr!dnt neo shld be hapi ant...haha...aniwae....sch starts 4 2 weeks le...can reali start to feel the stress le..this sems tutor reali sux to the core.....all so talkative....dnt start tutorial tok rubbish,bring in unrelevant issues n can tok for more than gg 1hr..then gt no time,she rushin thru...ask us nt to copy..so irriatain....but this sems tutor all ask qns along the classes de..so sianz....n so lame lo..dnt neo la........tok so much oso no use....hate it...projects r all cumin up le....scary....haiz...aniwae...last week onli gt lect n this week is the more intensive de....stress manz...hoho...but dnt deny im hvin fun n laughter with my frens too....oh ya!!!!i thing i 'regret'....is i took french....its so hard manz...coz im new to it n im rather slow in pickin up...IS is surpose to be a relaxin dae 4 me..but it starts my week so ganjiong..coz wil hv a one to one chit chat with cher every week....stressed!!!!!!!n that BE is aint ani beta..im jus waitin 4 the make up session...hehe...~~oso...had my electives briefin yest....gosh....none to my likin..n bloody is they din offer audit...im stressed n stuck as to wat to choose...dnt wan to regret lyk french n nvr do wel or fail...scare lehz....dyin!!!

welll....onli 2weeks nvr blog but alot had happen...our 17th anni was a bad dae..haiz..dear wasnt in a gd mood..i tried all my waes to make me hapi but he stil look so gloomy...n reali gt pekchek myself too...so we ended tt sat off by jus stayin hm....went out with him dwn to orchard on wed the 1st week of sch coz he off,so i skipped tax lect..hehhe...went over heeren buy the earring shuhui hv...ops...m i copyin alot of u all guys?hahah..dnt mind right?hehepz...aniwae..later went to far east gt my long wanted halter neck at a 30% off...hapi...then was headin out of far east when dear saw this 'lost n found' brand,opposite vivie, gt sales.....2 for $10...wel..cheapo me...i neo..but then...jus went in 4 a look lo....then since dear keep promting me to get it since 2 for $10...so buy lo.....ahahha..guess i hv been buyin alot of clothes....im broke.......reali broke!!!!!!!!!guess dnt wan give tuition oso cantt le...haiz........

im broke.......owe ppl $....i owe stacy $20 4 the french book, owe my fren $40 bucks but he sae no nid pay but then wil paay la...when im rich..haha...i stil haven gt my audit n fmgt txt,n kang!!!!pls pls remind me again to pay u the $3...awaz 4get...jaahah...n i wan all of stuffs manz...i wan a 1 jacket,2 gio tops,skirts,the gold 'POH HENG' piglet jellwery braclet,another sling n side bag,another levis jeans 593,more lingeries,get myself slim dwn,hv a hair cut,a addidas shoe,a topshop tank top + a long sleeve top...im dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!can i jus hv loads n loads of $(in my dreams)........zou ren yao zhi zu,zhi dao ma??!!!!hahah...neo how to sae but cant apply...oh manz....urgh!!!!!!!!!!

oh..btw,dear took over the veg stall with his cousin....then the earnings hv to give his uncle 15%...well...jus hope his business wil continue to be good...i wish him success!i wil support him all the wae!!!!muackz..lovin u!n which meanz he wil be wrkin everydae til 9+ n so it means i cant gett to see him from mon to sat...onli til sat night whereby he wil be tired n wan slp le..so as gd as nt seein him...hahha.....so..peeps...tel me watz the diff compared to those gers who hv to wait 4 their ns bf who hv to wait til weekend when they booked out....wel,i shall nt complain animore..coz at his age,carrerr is super impt..i oso wan a gd life next time..wel..provided we reali gt married...(mus see him..lol!)but then again..im jus dyin to get married..to wear tt bridal dress...toss my parents n his...blah blah....hahah..im jus waitin 4 this dae to sae 'yes'....abit earlier u al might think....wel..jus take it im dreamin....hoho.....

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