im in a rather scared, deep moody mood.....its the worst...ever worst point of time in my poly life....everything wasnt gg on smoothly and im so so very disappointed wif myself.......its jus wae beyond my expectations.....its jus too much 4 me to bear...well.....some of u readin might be laughin at me.....ya...i neo i derserved it....indeed...but wat makes me bu gan yuan is i did all my tut this sem...compared to yr 1 n stuff...thou its as hard but nt to til this extend now....i dnt neo wat to do...i fret gg sch almost everythin...hvin to meet ppl whom im sensitive off(coz i feel they r lookin dwn on me n lughin at me....no brains...and it seems lyk im the weakest in class)..haiz...i dnt neo....i feel demoralized...i even thot of tellin my mum i wan to quit sch.....i dnt neo....haiz.......saded:)...cry n cry n feelin sad is al i do thou its useless but coz i areay lookin dwn on myself....i neo i shldnt..but....im a known- no confident gal...awaz....
I love you lao gong!!!~~~
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♥ Monday, February 14, 2005
LAo GoNG,HAPPI VALENTINE's DAE!!! bao bei...wo hen ai ni wor...this wil be the 2nd yr we are celebrating v dae tgt le...i wish and it must be tt we wil be celebrating the rest of our lives valentine's dae tgt in this lifetime...we vowed to be tgt til our last breadth....its a promised my dear...and our 'marriage cert' isnt a fake 1...we r jus waitin to get into the real ROM...arent we?hehe...im waitin 4 tt dae....i love you!!!
its once again a once a yr celebration jus lyk our bd....everydae is a valentine's dae to us even thou we had conflicts sometimes....but its all jus coz i care alot 4 u!my life revolves ard ONLI you,you and you MR EDWIN!n no 1 else...i love u 4 who u are,ur cuteness,ur madness,ur caring-ness,ur gentleness,ur coolness,ur shyness,ur smile,ur slp,ur smell,ur body,everythin and i swear nvr once did i look dwn on you coz i believed in you my dearest!....i believed we wil be able to go thru any obstacles and problemz ahead of us, m i right?coz we both need each other...i dnt care how she treated u in the past or how u treated her...now it matters to me is jus how u treat me and nt jus coz of wat u had experienced......i promised and i wil stnd by u in ur lowest times and be wif u 4eva!
once again....HaPpI VaLeNtInE's DaE to you dearie....hope you get to read this coz im bloggin this 4 u de.....or nt i wont be here....i love you,muackz!!!see u after sch.....shy...hehe
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♥ Tuesday, February 08, 2005
laO gOng's TuPid ChEeKy FaCe~mUaCkZ!!!
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hAhA~~~wAt r U aLl ThInKiN oF?eSp Kang?
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{/2/08/2005 06:33:00 PM}
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mY dArLiN An's HaNnAh tOo~~~
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{/2/08/2005 06:32:00 PM}
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mY nU Er's HaNnAh....nIcE wOr
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{/2/08/2005 06:31:00 PM}
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mY eVeR 1St HaNnAh~~nIcE
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{/2/08/2005 06:30:00 PM}
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i So ShY sTil KiSs MoI~~~aI nI~~
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{/2/08/2005 06:25:00 PM}
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mOi bAby BoI~i LoVe YoU,4Eva!!!
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i envy ppl who hv gd ren yuan and brains and i hate myself....
*censored*(wanted to post this part but dnt wan sum ppl to read it so end up nvr post)....shagged!!!
anyway.... HAPPY 2005 NEW YEAR to all my frensz out there...may u all hv the happiest new yr this yr and wish u guys all the best......