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♥ Friday, April 22, 2005

hey peeps....here i m again..too long never blog later ppl sae me again....hoho..very tired n bz uh...so rountine le...suckx manz...2weeks had passed...nt fast nor slow but i reali learn alot thou im rather slow...hahah coz al bz to teach me the proper wae...hoho..yeapz...wel things are gg on fine except so sianz to go to work everydae...my office so lousy..smal manz...never even give me a table of my own..haha...but wel...everything is so xian shi in the workin world....wel shall nt start crappin or nt my royals esp...al workin...tired uh read my blog too naggin switched off..hahah....

yea..been buyin formal stuff..al so ex manz..so have to downgrade to this fashion..lousy brand..hahha....been to watch the pacificer..nt a bad show rather nice....life is til the same 4 me n dearie..things gg on fine...oh,kang...happi 'belated' anniversary 4 u n hualun...may u 2 de love everlastin.....hahha....tml sat again...must write report...die manz dnt neo wat to write..hhaha....aniwae,missin alot of ppl but dnt neo if they r missin me...heheh..but i neo kang..u r!hehe.thx 4 ur msg tt dae....hope u r doin fine too....see u soon uh.....alright shall stop here le ba...dnt neo n too tired to think n type oso le..hahah...siao guys...tc....n pls miss me...by taggin?hahahha




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♥ Tuesday, April 05, 2005

hi my piggy..im bk after a long long time...alot had happened this 1 week or so...so much so tt it was reali too much to bear....everydae was tiring n worries....but now its al over but oso nt reali aint over....haiz....im reali dead this time round...wateva....the past week was exam period....thou the timetable was gd but exam period was reali a long week....also,the sad thing was dear gt dwn wif appendix(dnt neo if its spelled tt wae) last last sun in which mon was onli my 2nd pp.....its reali worryin...coz no experience n din reali neo wat haapened to him at tt pt of time...its reali tough....he gt admitted on the very dae n was confirmed by the docs tt he gt it...i see those tubes in him..he sae nt pain i oso pain 4 him.....he gt wheeled into the opt theatre on the same dae..later in the dae....i din wait 4 the opt to end coz mon gt pp,i had to go hm n study...nt i dnt wan to stay..but,i gt no other choice at tt pt of time...it reali hurts me...i dnt neo y,but the moment i saw him lyin in the opt bed n gt wheeled into the theatre,i gt mixed feelings...y at this pt of time?y at this period of time....?haiz....i worry 4 him n cried...its jus so hurtful,esp he is sum1 u loved soso much....the moment he gt wheeled in,the thot tt came to me was...im double sure now tt i wan this guy 4eva le....i cant leave w.o him n tt a lil small opt can actuali made me worry so much 4 him....i love him....the other 2 daes is reali hard to get by..areadi nt hvin enuf slp 4 the pps n stil gt to go hospi to visit him...i jus cant dnt go visit him 1 dae....i attend to his nids every now n then,hv to yan xia his temper coz i neo its nt easi 4 him to bear wif the wound....its reali nt easi to look after a patient/him...his mood literalli went to -0..no matter how i tried waes to make him small...to no avail...i reali pei fu those nurses...u hv to be extra tender,extra carin n xi xin....aniwae...ya...on the 2nd dae. stayed til quiet late ard gg 8...from after pp(which ends @ 11) to tt time...i had no wish to leave 4 hm..if the next dae gt no pp i wld hv don wif him in the hospi le...he keep askin me to go....i cried..i cant even bear to leave him alone there in the ward himself be it if jus another 1 more dae....the next dae...he told me tt the dae b4 after i left he cried too...ya..im nt tryin here to tel ppl how i care 4 my bf or to gain sympathy from any of u here but jus watz gg goin on in my life....ya...aniwae he gt discharge soon after he can walk n bk to his hse,i attended to his needs every now n then...wat makes me felt even more worth doin al this 4 him was his this precious sentence:"im even sure i wan to make u my wife in this life since ever this incident..i see how u care soso much 4 me,see to my everything n helped me n love me...no other gers would hv done tt(4 those gers he neo off,esp his ex), al this i had put it in my heart,i love u"yea..tt is it....then again,he is beta le 4 those who are askin bt him..he wil be takin off the stitch this weekend le...thx...

ya..so...eh...everything is done..wif no confident at all tt i can actuali make it this sem...i dnt neo wat i shld de already....sadded....

aniwae,went out wif shuhui to bugis todae...gt the curler n a shorts...actuali shld see workin clothes de no no nice onces...hahah....aniwae..since shuhui cant blog 4 the moment til her mum sees tt starhub is givin free gifts to sign up 4 a broadand....she bought a turqouise bikini...hahah....n oso a shorts too...ya..the main thing was we were both wearin a super short skirt 2dae despite the heavy rain...she sae very stress..ahah..coz no matter is 1 or a bunch of guys walkin pass us sure look at us...nt coz we pretty la but its al guys nature to look at gers wearin short skirts de....then shuhui's lao mao bing fan zou again...we go inside those neoprint machine nt pay n take de..is use her hp n take..haha...then oso gt take in the changin room...haha...gt chance then post it up 4 u ppl....yanti is awae lo..hope she is enjoyin herself..n she simply look much more nicer with her soft perm..haha...envy...me?no plans 4 this week which sux...sianz...hahah...k la..to those gg on attachment..al the best!those hvin holi...enjoy to the fullest too...tc all!



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