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Life May Be a Puzzle; a Mystery to all
But one There is One Thing; that is Never ForgOtTen;
E Power Of Love.....
Kept Safe in a Bottle;
UnTouCheD; UnhArMed for All ETERNITY.....

Hi peeps....my life has been the same since i last blog....
im a qiong-guang-dan now....
very broke that i nid a sugar daddy...
ahhah...

dnt reali feellyk bloggin....
coz im lookin for another skin to change....
n after findin for daes....
n i reali mean day n night....
i stil cant find one i reali lyk....
fussy me..i neo...but...hehe...
aniwae not much ppl reads my blog....
so....hahah.....

will blog when i feel lyk it again ba....
mayb til i got a new skin?
or when i happi...?

missing al my frenz....
love u dearie forever....

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{/9/30/2005 01:14:00 AM}

woo..din realise my hair is actuali this long....

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{/9/21/2005 10:45:00 PM}

look how cute baby is...haha..muackz!

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{/9/21/2005 10:44:00 PM}

Happy lantern frestival dae!!!haha

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{/9/21/2005 10:43:00 PM}

our main female lead for the dae....

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{/9/21/2005 10:42:00 PM}

our main male lead for the dae.....

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{/9/21/2005 10:40:00 PM}

~slurp...not even a drop left..hehe

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{/9/21/2005 10:39:00 PM}

baby's ter-ra-ya-ki chicken rice....

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{/9/21/2005 10:38:00 PM}

yummy yummy...i simply love this udon....

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{/9/21/2005 10:37:00 PM}

my fav @ sakae...

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{/9/21/2005 10:36:00 PM}

all ready....

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{/9/21/2005 10:35:00 PM}

yeapz..as i was sayin...
when to his place on last fri...
head off to JP to get him mac big breakfast..
yummy...watch vcd... then laze here n there..
the contractor came...all was fine...
great..was time for a nap too...
so jus slack n stuff lo...hahha..
then night time head to my place to spent the night
end of fri....

on sat, morn we went to this huge temple....
at toa payoh..to pray....
till my eyes when teary...hahaha....
then headed bk to his place..
then had to do sum cleaning...
change sofa sheets, sweep n mop floor...
had to clean he altar for the ceremony on sun...
then bathe n everythin head to bugis...
reached at almost 6...so walk here n there lo...
finali had our dinner at sakae at 7...
we onli gt an hr to eat coz the table was being booked de...
they nid it by 8..ya so we were rushin eatin n stuff....
n since i gt the 5 dollar voucher...we purposely eat til onli 30 bucks...
endin to pay onli 25 bucks...ahhah...
but the service so super slow tt dae...
we had to cancel the soft shell crab, n nearly our mochi...
but i persisted....
so after walk a while..both was tired from the hsewrk n din slp wel the previous night...
but we stil head on to chinese garden...
we prayed hard tt it was free but.....
it cost 13bucks to go in manz....so we u-turn...
ahha...walk into the lakeside garden to head bk his hse..
so meanwhile...we took out the lanterns we brought...
lighted it up n stroll...haha...so shy when ppl past by us...
will get the pics loaded one dae....eehhe....
gt bk his hse,ate beard papa...off the lights..end of sat...

sun..woke up as earli as 10+...had to go get my med..
already nt feelin wel since thurs but jus bear w it til sat night...
so...gt it then bk to his place to wait for the shi fu to cum to 'an' the baibai...
it was my first time seeing how the process goes...
interesting n amazing....
everythin is over in half an hr time...
then his parents went out..we watch vcd...
nap n had dinner at his place...
litted a row of candles to play fire...hahah
then off for home...

mon...jus went to his place to rot the whole dae n made my way hm ard 8+
todae... he came my place...we went CP...walk here n there....
end of it....

to the sum1..if u hate me so much y bother readin up on my personal life...
u can jolli well jus fuck off...
i dnt nid a reader lyk u...
askin me to go n die?haha
= sayin tt im a failure lo but cum to think of it..
aint u a failure too.?to actuali hate a person but cant sae who u r...
not tryin to 'lure' or wateva out...
but dnt be such akid...
think abt it...kid...

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{/9/20/2005 10:47:00 PM}

TUE...
reached baby's hse at almost 3+
had duck rice tt he bought n helped out sum stuff tt his mum wanted him to do.
by the time its almost 5...
actuali plan was to head to town..
so by 5 we were both lazy n tired... but we made a right choice...haha
we headed to orchard n reached ther abt 6.
walked from far east al the way to PS...
had e wanton mee at heeren..great!coz its a tue..not much ppl to snatch places with us...
jus walkin ard here n there...
had this ice-cream..forgot wat name,its at taka,once u step into the eatery,its the one opp hagendas ice-cream..hehe..chim?i neo...
ya so jus rot n rot...til its time 4 hm...

WED...
almost 4got wat i did..
rot ba..i think im gd at it...
woke at almost 1 in the noon...
went HM helped my mum return bks
got myself ban mian n bubble tea 4 brunch...
headed hm....eat n rot in front of my lap til 5+...
in btwn time,was dwnloadin songs n wanted to transfer songs into my ipod
but seems lyk sumtin is wrong with i tunes...
it doesnt works even til now...
gosh...haiz..wateva...

THURS...
was awaken by my mum at 10+..
coz she got an appointment to see a doc at 12...
was waitin 4 baby to reached my hse at 1130..
so meanwhile, gt up bathe n everythin..
off we go 4 her appointment...
then headed to TM...
had pastamania for lunch...
bought one more chance tix 4 0410 de..
so jus shop ard waitin 4 time...
one thing tt i had awaz wanted to do...
was to bring my mum for a movie she lyks...
n todae finali i did...
a sense of satisfaction...
i love my mum!!!

btw when i was on the journey to TM, my mind was thinkin alot...
thinkin wat kind of path does my further lies..
thinkin wat kind of path shld i choose..
do i reali hv to choose?
i sumtimes rather there is sum1 choosin a path 4 me..
but then it miht be sumthin that i dnt wish to do..
contradictin i neo but i jus cant seems to neo wat i wan in life...
i dnt neo wat im livin 4...
i dnt neo my future...
i jus noe im a person resign to fate de...
i wont ke yi to go achieve wat i wan...
i wil jus tel myself no point...
im seems to be on a dot where ther is no north south east west piont for me to head...
i hate this feelin of being in a loss....
im almost gd at nth... ppl,can u all name anyhtin tt im gd at?
studies?no.. IT?no.. dressing-up?no.. makin-up?no..
dnt neo.. i think im not independent enuf..
i dnt lyk to be independent...
coz the 'alone' feelin sux...
dnt neo..ttz how i define independent...

aniwae was oso thinkin how mani of u actuali read my blog?
is my blog a aiya nth to do then cum read kind OR
there reali is not much ppl readin?
or mayb i dnt blog often n tt explains y no 1 is visitn?
dnt neo...

im startin to envy alot of ppl ard me...slowing one by one
they r al gettin prettier,smarter, a changed person, everythin..
n im stil who i m...my face din change ever since i turn 6...
paranoid i may be...but it seems to be a fact...
i got no ren-yuan,no looks,nor figures,no gd temper.....etc ba...

wateva i quoted above has nth to do with my r.s with baby..
we r stil gg on fine...
its jus a thot of me...
but then think i nid to do sumthin to strengten our r.s...
he suddenli saes im lyk colder to him nowadaes...
its saddens me,pains me...
but he said its jus his feelinggs nth to worry abt...
wel..hope everythin wil be fine real soon....

u r my everythin i ever nid in my this life..
i might not neo wat i wan in life, my carrer n everyhtin..
but i neo i wan is u in my love life...
i nid u coz i love u deeply...

then again..tml wil be headin to his hse..
coz the window contractors wil be at his hse from 2-4...
sat..if the weather is gd..we might head to chinese garden...hhehe

til i blog again...bb peeps!!!

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{/9/15/2005 11:20:00 PM}

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