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his smile simply jus melts my heart...i love u!

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{/10/31/2005 11:40:00 PM}

me myself n i..guess where m i?shhhhh...

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{/10/31/2005 11:39:00 PM}

n this is how i gt it retired...ehehex..

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{/10/31/2005 11:37:00 PM}

dearie's LV wallet for the past years...its gona retire now...

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{/10/31/2005 11:36:00 PM}

1st dae of sch....

goodness manz....due to the everydae slpin at 3-4am after atp...
im so used to the slpin timin le...
last night tried slpin at 2....end up slp at almost 3+...
super tired when i woke up...
cant adjust to the time manz...feel so sick...feverish..
but was happi n excited seein al my frenz once again....
n tt klang uh...gettin more n more naughty...haha..kd la...
yeapz was super earli manz...reached at 730...
waited n waited n went into class....slightly late...
thx yanti....hehe....
tried very hard n best to kp my eyes open n attentive...
eunice is a very resourceful cher...she is ful of confident manz...
plus i notice 1 thing..she is v v v proud of her successful kids...
yeapz..then to laurence kuek...think i wil enjoy his class as time goes...
he super comical manz...n wat he saes realii triggers u to think.....
both a gd module...but...a very wordy n naggy de...coz al kp tokin n tokin..eheeh...
end class at 1135...gt things on...reached hm onli at late 3+.....
feelin sickly manz..feel lyk dyin...
oh man..the feelin jus sux.....
think is due to lack of slp,plus din take breakfast n lunch...
stil take coke w my 'auntie'.....ehehe.....
went hm faster replenished by eatin cup noodle..off for a nap from 4-8..
im stil tired now thou...

aniwae...latest news i gt or rather info...
i gt to take out $35 bucks for a calculator manz....
hohoho....who wil be my santa claus?
yeapz... for F.P....
wel...no choice..but im rather excited bt this elective..
dnt neo how is it lyk...lyk fmgt?or?......but hope is fmgt...

gt to rest tml...dnt neo how shld i spend it...
its jus another dae...
HAppy Deevapali~(is it spelt dis wae?)
eheheh......

darling...i love you!!!
Happy 28th Anniversary in another 4daes....

dnt neo wat to sae le....
ciao~

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{/10/31/2005 10:21:00 PM}

yeapz..bk for the last weekend b4 sch officially starts tml...

had a wonderful time w dearie during the weekend...
went over to find him at his workplace b4 headin his hse..
he bought wanton mee for my brunch....
head bk his place...was a hot weather....
then had brunch n stuff while dearie took a short nap...
off to orchard in his van...but 1stly had to top up his cashcard n pertrol b4 settin off...
ehe..reached town at almost 7+....went PS gt tix for flightplan at 1130...
then walk ard lo...went down taka....spend quite sum time there..
coz gt to get my stationeries as well...by e time its 9+
then coz both super hungry le....then jus had it done w mac...
had jus a macchicken burger while he had a fish meal...
then walk dwn heeren inside for a short walk...
then to cine...hehe..so temptin to get stuffs but...not my $..so ren...
went bk PS...had wanted to go into carrerfour de but it was 1050 le...
then dearie dnt wan to be chase out so din go in...
went upstairs roam take pix n sit at the foodcourt waitiin 4 time...
so..finali...1130...hall 5..here we go...the sow not bad...
overall the 'julie' is the most innocent party...hehe..she's so adorable manz...
1130-0120......bk to his place....half wae thru we went searchin for food...
da-bao 'xiao wan mee' for him n me 'dong-fen'....
so jus eat rot bathe rest til almost 4....
end of sat!!!

hoho..happily woke at 0316pm....
had chicken rice for brunch..watched the repeated charity show...
nap from 6-7...then dear went out to get dinner...
heheh.....so jus again..eat watch bathe....
n he fetched me hm....
end of sun!!!

im startin to feel more n more of his love for me..
more n more effort his is puttin on me...
more n more patient he is w me..
more n more $ he is spendin on me...
more n more dotin on me...
more n more able to kid n joke w me..
more n more precious to me.....
he is jus so special to me...
i love touchin n lookin at him while he is aslp...
lettin my mind run wild..
the times we had...how much i love him..
in all...i love u dearie baby!!!muackz!!!

2dae ends the last dae of my holi...
which means the start of my last sem...
mix feelings manz...haiz...unexplainable...
im awaz lyk this..ehhehe....
jus hope this sem w be smooth sailing..
gd luck to me peeps....
til then...nitez....

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{/10/31/2005 12:18:00 AM}

the long awaited dae.....US~

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{/10/27/2005 03:07:00 PM}

tania n me

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{/10/27/2005 03:06:00 PM}

fang n me

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{/10/27/2005 03:05:00 PM}

ruifanglltania

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{/10/27/2005 03:05:00 PM}

my dog..slpin lyk a lil fat pig!!!

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{/10/27/2005 03:03:00 PM}

his arm...

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{/10/27/2005 03:02:00 PM}

here i m.....

1stly..i apologize for forgttin to post the white top's pix..ehheh

MON.cant reali rem wat i did le..
so weaved off k..hahha

TUE..went over to find dear at his work place again...
its raining cats n dogs lo....
so big n huge manz the rain...
til bring umbrella oso no use...
i oso managed to cross my hse the bs n im drenched!
hv to stand there to wait 4 ard 15min b4 i can head to the mrt station...
hehhe..then went JP's post office n ate my brunch at 5...
gt 4 slices of cakes bk his hse n eat again....
hehe....then watch tv n stuff again lo as usual...
then cook maggie for him as dinner b4 i left for hm...
coz i gt ask mum to cook mine...so ya...
ate my dinner at 11+....yummy...nasi lemak....
watch vcd..chat n stuff...slpin time....

WED...woooo...a exciting dae manz...
had actuali wanted to go bk smc to meet them for lunch..
but coz a few of them won be in office..so...end up din go...
n coz im meetin my sec frenz in the evenin...
so i asked elisa if she wanz to join me for a window shoppin 1st..
she gladly agreed!hehe....we walk n shop ard..
coz she was searchin 4 a small prezzie for her fren...
so ya...if its no coz she head to kalm's shop...
n i wouldnt hv spot their earrings there le...
n she wouldnt hv gt her one there..nice n within her budget...ehehe...
then walk to heeren lo...was super hungry...
thinkin shld i eat 1st or wait til 7+ for ruifang they all...
but im faintin n tired from walkin le...
so stop by this wanton noodle shop opp 77th street at heeren...
ate mee n happily sit n chat there from 530 to 7.....
wah..i think im the one who tok n kp yackin al the wae manz...
coz i super thirsty manz...aahaha....
but glad n nice tt we r able to kp our conversation this long....
first time manz....

k..then ard 7..met up w them n asked elisa if she wanted to join us..
but she rejected..ehehe....
then we went cine look for my prezzie but no more size le..
so sad..then went to eat pastamania....
n i ate again!ahaha.....oh..n they treated me drink...
xie xie le....
chatted n eat lo...then head for hm ard 9+...
then ruifang stay near me so suggested to acc me hm coz she dnt want to go so earli..
so chatted at my hse the bs til gg 11 be she head hm....
n while chattin..june called out to me....
scare me manz....at tt hr...n she is stil cycling....
eheh..so healthy n sporty....
oh..wel glad tt ruifang is gettin beta after the chat...
n rf:im lookin super forward to ur sponsor manz!!!
reali thankful to u lotz!!!
home sweet hm..watch vcd drink soup my mum left 4 me...slept at 4...

THURS....jus woke up not long ago..ehhe...
later dar dar cumin my place for dinner lo...
ehhehe....i love u!
todae wil be a rottin dae w him at my place...so nth much..
n i reckon tt i wil be watchin vcd again at night til wee hrs....

hehe...so til then...ciao~

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{/10/27/2005 02:38:00 PM}

closer pic of the top part...

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{/10/27/2005 02:37:00 PM}

janice:this is the top..the strap is lyk platted kind de..if w.o the tube wil be onli coverin ur top..the tube part is a lil lacy...ehhe

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{/10/27/2005 02:36:00 PM}

m wondering..is this blog actuali being read???
it seems utterly quiet....
m i blogggin 4 myself or 4 my readers?
but do i actuali hv readers???
is a big big qns i hv!!!

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{/10/25/2005 11:53:00 PM}

a sudden thot of mine...
was thinkin if there is ani cure or fang fa ...
for those who doesnt neos how to swallow pills?
chewing is a super ku thing lo....
if ani1 of u neo....tel me k...hahahah

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{/10/24/2005 06:30:00 PM}

after a long weekend.....here it goes....

FRI.....was awaken by my mum n aunt...
'force' me to acc them to my other aunt's shop...
haha..so..i did...
the journey is super long manz...haha
from hougang to dhoby ghaut then to yishun...
then reach there stil must take a cab in....
its at chong bang...my 1st time there....
a lil kiasu i neo....but there gt nth to shop so go there 4 wat right...ehhe...
aniwae went to find my aunt....
gt (myself: 2shorts,1top)+(mum-3 tops,1 3/4 pants)
n +(sis-1 top) =$90
original was nearly $200...
coz her clothes al import from japan de...
so ya..tt explains y its so ex..but lucky gt give lotz of discount...
hehex....n i gt 1 xiao ke-ai from C.K store...
edwin saes it looks lyk xiao gong zhu...ahahha

oh..btw...my sis tt top...
which is similar to wat i bought in pepper plus tt white top...
jus tt inside got a attached mini laced tube...
if u dnt wan can cut off...
she sellin 4 $20....bought at $25....
coz the top part too big 4 her le...
if ur top part is bigger than 34a then grab it...haha...jus let me neo...
wil pose the pixs later on....

ya then btw we finished 'shoppin' was already nearly 5 le...
was super tired n restless manz me...
i dnt neo y too....then cheng the journey til hg lo...
faster go foodcourt replenished manz...ahha
had chicken rice....carrot cake shared among us...
stole my ahma's herb soup....ehehe....
then head for home....

SAT......woke at 1+...
prepared n head off to meet dearie at his workplace mrt station...
then head to his hse...
had wanton noodles that he da-bao....
then he nap til almost 7......
went JE's swimmin complex for a swim....
swim...play the waves n the 'rain'..so fun...
n the thing is we actuali paid for kids entrance..ahha..
swim til ard almost 9......head his hse for a bathe....
went bukit timah for our dinner...
dar had this dnt neo wat red rice thingy....
me...nasi pattaya...plus spicy tomyam soup..
each a prata....he gt dinasour me watermelon juice....
the watermelon juice super nice k.....they add lime into it...
the tatse is so fresh....super nice....no other places i been gt this kind of addin lime service...
eehheeh....but this meal super ex...cost us $18.80....
oh..when eatin there is this xiao qiang....
those assistant of the shop..1 of them smash the xiao qiang til it belly burst le lo
n it stil can crwal so fast manz...n the main thing is it keeps crawlin at my chair area...
i scare it wil fly so i gt up the seats....so paisei...so gt 2 guys lookin...haha....
headed bk....he slept at 12+ me...dnt neo wat time...coz i jus lay there til im tired....

SUN.......he head to work at 6..w me continue slpin...
me woke at 1+......watch tv...hide myself inside the warm blanket coz super cold..
ehhehe..then when dar's bk at 2+, i act slpin...ehhe...
aniwae...had chicken rice tt he brought home....then he...of coz slp again....
me continue watchin tv lo...
then w nth to do..i oso nap at 5.....
both woke at 630.....i faster go bathe to catch the charity show...ehhe...
then watch had dinner then head hm w a cab....
home sweet home~

ciao~~~

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{/10/24/2005 02:03:00 PM}

a top i reali love.....ppl..nice?hehe...*shy*

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{/10/21/2005 12:57:00 AM}

a dae out w An DaR!!!

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{/10/21/2005 12:55:00 AM}

:::....time is al i ever nid....:::

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{/10/21/2005 12:54:00 AM}

lll^ me ^lll

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{/10/21/2005 12:52:00 AM}

yozzz...ppls...

pix r already uploaded..

tue... lyk i said
met dearie up...
went to find him at coffeeshop 1st..
his mum cook this 'ker-ah' n packet from hm for me...
so went to temple sit dwn to eat..
then he bathe..off we head to bugis..
on our wae there was happily chit-chatting...
walk rd village lookin 4 bags,went og walk walk...
head to junction...walk too....here n there...
talk endlessly abt everything...
then had bk at close to 7...
shop awhile more b4 headin bk hm...
oh btw saw aiai coincidentalli at the mindstrie mickey shop...
gave her a hug..been long since i last saw her...
haha...then dearie was happily slpin on the bus...
i give him a new name..'bu dau weng'....
ehheee..then after alighting...acc him to mrt station,he nids a rest..
then i thot was stil earli..
onli 8+ so went to HM alone...coz wan to c hair accessory..
he gave me 7 bucks..sweet of him..ahha
end up i gt a small clip,a rubber band n earsticks...
then..home sweet home...

wed.....met up w my dar an at orchard @ 0130...
she's slightly late coz i ask her not to cum on time...
hee..both r super hungry n cant decide wat to eat..
so end up eatin the ok-wanton noodle at heeren...
stil hungry after tt..ahha...big eater i neo...
so walk walk walk....
walk from heeren to cine....
cine to taka..taka to wisma...
wisma to fareast....
n gladly,an bought a wollen jacket there...
then walk walk walk again....
bk to cine...coz i wan get a bottom n she a top at onli 10...
then to PS.....had kaya toast..haha...jus a long walk ttz all....
but its reali a great time w her....thx an....
hope her retail therapy succeed...haha
tire dae...:)

thurs....which is 2dae....
ah ma,auntie al here...
so woke at 1130....
then..wait 4 dearie to cum...
head to CP to get my top..
walk here n there..
then bk my hm....
mummy cook pohpia for the dae n dinner....
a big pot!haha...
nice....yummy....

til then...ciao~

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{/10/21/2005 12:45:00 AM}

*i nid u as much as i love you*

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{/10/18/2005 12:35:00 AM}

well..i'm back...

sat was eh...a boring 1 in the dae..
but a fruitful one at night...
met up w dearie at PS...
was suppose to meet at 7...
but he la din tel me he woke liao..
so end up he reach earlier than me..
then go PS...head stra to aijisen for dinner...
a filling one manz...coz haven had anythin the whole dae...
then walk ard...went carrerfour to buy beer for the late night...
then stroll dwn to cathay...for our show...
*The Skeleton Key*
not bad la this show coz at least it frightens me once in a while w the sudden sound effect thou the endin was lyk 'huh-ing' kind...haha..alright la...
by then its already 1115 lo...went to catch the train...
went bk his place....slack bathe watch tv...drink...
we jus love to see each other gettin red over drinkin...
coz we wil jus laugh at each other...ehhex...
then slept at ard 3am....i was feelin so bloated from the drink..
din reali slp well...coz dnt neo shld i get up to vomit or jus bear w it..
woke up a few times to burp but no use....
thou tdin slp wel i dnt feel lonely at all coz i feel his presence...

sun slept til almost 2.... as usual..woke 4 brunch...
its raining lyk mad...cold weather...
had bee hoon w chicken nuggets n shredded eggs..
his mum cook de....then we watch 2 last epi of vcd...
he almost wan to slp again..but i stop him..
i neo im bad...ehhe...then slack lo...
had wanted to go JP but lazy....
haha....had dinner b4 headin hm alone....
its another sundae!!!

mon...set my alarm at 0830am..dnt neo y...
think im mad but cant slp after waking...
then online chat w yanti..makin me so gan jiong...
but al thx to yanti's fren...im able to join her 4 the same IS class....

it wasnt a hapi dae...was already damn bored stayin at hm..
plus my bro called from sch ask me bring him out of sch 4 a hair cut then bring him bk to sch..
i was lyk...huh...but i din...
help out w sweepin n bathin 2 dogs le...
then went dad's hm..'confront' me bt my bro...
maddnes....i admit i dnt hv a gd temper when it cums to him...
but i dnt see y i shld make up w him when every1 is already giving in to him le...
it wont make ani diff right...
stubborn? i neo....

ok fine..then mum's return...
sae y cant i jus wash up those remaining pieces of clothes n blah blah blah....
its lyk..i haven gt over wat my dad sae then now she cum bk from work coz too stress or wateva not shit...
scold me...coz im the onli 1 at hm...
already hot...i was super ultra quiet tonight...
then i go pack my study room....
then dinner time...
its awaz my sis who finsihed hers 1st..so she go wash hers up 1st...
then jus nice i finished eatin...so i go wash lo...
then she at kitchen,sayin cant u jus wait 4 dad's then wash tgt?
then his who wil wash?
i was lyk damn f*** up le lo...
wat?todae is the 3 of u scoldin big time for me huh!
its not lyk i nvr sae i wont wash...plus he haven finished eating...

i was already super angry n sad le...
mum asked me wat happen coz she saw my black face while walkin bk from the kitchen to the studyroom...
i din reply..i neo its rude..
but if i were to reply..
my ans wld be'u al big shot ma...u al earn $ bk... i at hm de..so of coz u al wil target me la'
find it no point sayin..it wil worsen things further...
so jus continue packin...
din tok to them....

i might be havin pms...
i might be the onli 1 at hm..
i might be lonely....
but im stil a person w feelings....
i admit im gettin emo nowadaes...
dnt neo la....heck it...

tml wil be meetin dar...
gg bugis if ther isnt ani change of plans...
hope for a beta tml....

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{/10/17/2005 11:58:00 PM}

me...AGain.....

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{/10/15/2005 12:28:00 AM}

mystery me.....

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{/10/15/2005 12:27:00 AM}

the huge shower thingy i was referin to...

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{/10/15/2005 12:26:00 AM}

i neo u aint hapi workin over there..
i neo u are workin coz of this family...
i neo u r tryin ur best to kp things inside u...
i neo u feel terrible hvin those ass stampin u ard...
i neo i neo i neo.... i neo how u feel...
n i feel equali lost wheneva i hear u fa-lau-sao...
i wanted to help..but its not within my meanz...
if i reali stand out to help u u r sure to lose this job...
every1 wil in turn scold me for being chong-dong...

wat shld i do?......

n guys..im gettin more n more sensitive dae by dae...
my dearie is hvin lesser n even lesser time 4 me...
he is awaz tired from wokrin...
n if i wan to persisit to go out when he is tired..it doesnt make ani sense...
it isnt considerate aint i? but im at the same time broke....very...
dnt neo...mayb im hvin pms...

jus booked skeleton key for tml 0905 show..
hope it wil turn out nice...
hehe....

n dnt neo y..baby nowadaes kp tellin me he wil marry me..
wil marry me when he can afford to....
dnt neo.....
til then..ciao~

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{/10/15/2005 12:05:00 AM}

been 4 daes since i last blog abt how my daes were....

here it goes......if u r interested....hehe

(^_^) MON>>>
woke as earli as 9 to get myself prepared for the sentosa trip w kang...
kang- dnt mind me bloggin hor?
if u do tel me hor...hehe..its ok de...
aniwae met her at habourfront....
i admit i was late..
im seriously v sori...
but i feel v touched tt she stil bothers to meet me up thou she had a slight flu...
hope it din worsen ur condition...
aniwae...i neo i sua-gu...
but i finali knew where the area..
the ice-cream area where bai weixiu they al film..
cool...n tt those chair for suntanin de...
we actuali hv to buy drinks from the shophouses there then can use...
n its lyk 1 chair 4 $15, 2 for $20...
haha..then finali reached our destination...
tan from 1130 to almost 1....
main thing was we were happily chattin thruout...
its jus lyk chattin under the sun....
ahah..went ahead to bathe..alot of ppl...
plus tt auntie kp askin us to faster coz they wan to wash floor or wateva...
then we heck care..jus go...
hoho..headed to habourfront s.c. for our lunch b4 she head to her dad's office n me bk to smc to collect disc...
seriously sincerely thk kang 4 the dae...
it din turn out the wae i thot it wld be...
thank you jiemei....
i love u u neo...haha...do u?
shy~

(^_^) TUE>>>
was awaken by a msg by yanti...
she said timetable was out...she in 08...
asked me to check....so..me in 05....
asked kang.....she called me...
luckily she same as me...as wel as jy...
cool right?dnt neo gt suai ge ma hor?ahah...
ponderin.....is tt actuali a gd combination?
wel...its already the last sem le...
i gt nth more to add on....

headed to meet dearie at the coffeeshop..
had wanton mee..went his temple to shang-xiang b4 headin to JP 4 a walk...
bought quite sum stuff.....
we went this DIY shop...
saw this super huge shower thing..
its as big as a guy's palm size..haha
was tellin him this is already gd enuf to smash a gal's head...
hoho...head bk his place rot watch tv....
goodie dar went out to help me uy dinner coz i was lazy....
so sweet of him but i feel bad at the same time...
head hm at 830....

(^_^) WED>>>
wat did i do?can reali rem manz...
mus b a slackin dae....
yeapz....woke at almost 2...
online...watch vcd whole afternoon....
went out for dinner at late 6+....
nth much..watch tv...
end of dae....

(^_^) THURS>>>
woke at 1...
prepare myself to head to coffeeshop to meet dar...
ate wanton mee again....
head to JP again..coz he nids to bank in $$$....
n thx to dar i gt to top up my concession....
walk ard....while eating macflurry....
then decided to get duck rice for dinner for dinner...
so pack...off we go to his hse le....
again...i watch tv,he nap...
had dinner,watch tv,head for hm...
boring uh?hahha..

aniwae...to an dar n shuhui...
hope u 2 enjoyed urself at moomoo's place...
wanted badly to join but now i hv to consider wateva i spend...
im sorri but then hope u 2 wil ti-liang...
love u guys...
n of coz my royalz...
hope my royalz wont be separating cozz we r in e final yr,diff class...
its a r.s built 4 the past 2 1.2yrs....
u al r equali as impt to me....

n btw..dar actuali sae im gettin blacker...
seems lyk im darker than him now...
ehhe....

fri wil be another dae jus lyk wed ba...
sat no plans yet but wil be gg for a movie...
skeleton key?andy lau show?dnt neo...hehe..
sun is another rottin dae coz he off so sure slp til 2 de...hehe

ciao~

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{/10/14/2005 01:12:00 AM}

~me~