darling have gone off for reservist.... todae's the first dae.... took half dae leave.... went shoppin spree w rf....nt i buy is she buy...haha....
reali mis darling alot... hope he wil reali take gd care of himself inside... al i do now is to stay by my phone n wait for his msg n phone calls.... n guess wat he wil be having n doin now n then.... i miss him..... he wil onli be out this sat evening.....sadded!
i of coz mis al my frens.... i miss kang,jy,preet,yanti....our jelly icecreams..... our fav sentence "im reali v disappointed in u"....... i miss my royalz...our bitchin session every meet up..... i miss i miss i miss.... off to bed.... weekend cum soon pls......
buai!
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End Of Memeory
{/5/18/2006 10:25:00 PM}
♥ Friday, May 12, 2006
i neo i have been missing out alot in life..... its sucky....no life no nth.... wateva!..... i miss al my frens....my life stil goes on... im gettin weaker as daes goes by......n i wil jus leave on to zhi shen zhi mian when baby goes for reservist next week.... i hate to meet up w problems,challengers,diffculties,lamers,hypo ppl..... im nt strong enuf to overcome al this probs myself... workin life in the outside world is real tough... meetin ppl w al kinds..... i aint sure how im gg to carry on walkin this path..... but i neo im nt cut to be a future auditor,accountant..... im fated to be jus a simple sales assistant leadin a simple life.... no life no nth.....everydae jus go sel wat im suppose to ttz al..ahhah.... no motivation la....plus my office ppl al so fake n self centered.....haiz...
aniwae.....its been a rountine eva since i started workin.... back home after work n slp at 1030..... been send to tuas for external for the pass 6daes..... travellin is ultra tiring....cabbies dnt reali neo the wae in.....haha..so ulu. its horrible...cant concume food inside the conference room... so gt no choice but to rely on bread.......ahah.....
catched MI3 last sat!!!!woohoo..... super duper nice show w super unexpected scenes..... nice la!ahhaha.......next a 'wld-lyk-to catch' show is the nun,silster, voice n davinci code.
eva since i gt my first pay i became v niao in gettin clothes thou i hv wish to... mayb as times goes by i wil pyscho myself ttz to pamper myself for the work done..ahha...
aniwae..went yum cha to hv a earli mother's dae dinner.... gt mum n dad a mini buddha jump over the wall...ahhaha.. but mum saes nt real tt worth......a happi n full dinner w my family... i love this kind of family outing dinner.....ahaha...
oh...weeks ago,went for my eva 1st makeover.... a real gd experience... but they make me look v mature n old.. plus im alrdu tanned enuf n they stil put dark eyeshadow on me.... then the caterpillar hairstyle make it v v messy in the end...ahhah. aniwae.hope to receive my pix soon...ahha...
im summary: my life is gg on fine.... jus tt i break dwn v easily when i meet up w stress.... baby's becum my motivation in my work... the encouragment he give me every morn.. he woke jus to msg me,to start my dae n it kps me gg for my dae..... i love u baby! i love u all my frenz,my royalz,my bestie. may we wil see each other on our graduation dae..... n ya...i finali graduated!!!!!
