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decided to blog since i hv jus changed a new skin....
work for the past 2 weeks hasnt been gd....
mood n relationship w almost everyone doesnt seems to be smooth either....
being emo n sensitive was how i pass by thise 2 weeks....
tears flows almost every other dae....
alot had happen....

it seems to be a 'punishment' after i gt so much fun n laughter on my 21st bd...
think too much?
wait til u reali been thru wat i hv gone thru....
everyone seems to be against me....
no one understands how i reali feel...
n it seems eveyone ard starts to find u irritating tt daes r so hard to get by...
u seem to be in the world of u n u...a world of ur own....

even it its sum thing i nv done wrong....
i can sae i dnt even neo wat i did....
its jus thru this past 2 weeks i discover so mani to learn in life...

aniwae lyk i said he past weeks hasnt been ani good....

but but....i wana thx a fren who brought me to acid tt very dae...
it was my virgin trip there n i reali love their live bands there...
n of coz the drinks she n esther intro r equali gd....
i had fun...of coz w glynis....
i love her....u!!!!u neo who u r right?!
the one who nvr saes n leave me to defend for myself even if i zhong se qin you!

then again.i had my baby ng to thank for....
w.o this past weeks im nth...
im jus lyk a dead person survivin n breathin for who god neos wat reason...
w.o him i wouldnt be able to think n wil have no one to cry n lean on....
i love him seriously alot....he is the one n onli one i swear!
i love him to a stage tt i alrdy no longer neo how to surpress my feelings to him anuimore...
coz my love for him is wae beyond this 3 words...
thou we do fight n quarrels...but its thru al this tt we get to neo each other more...

n yes...al thx to 933 promotion...he went to the zenique facial thingy to try things out...
he reali love it i can see...
his eva 1st time to do facial.....
i love seeing him happi.....muackz!

we gt plans to go zoo soon!
coz y?
coz heard from radio tt ppl below 21yrs old gt the privilage of havin free entrance to spore tourist attration....
nt sure how true it is but its defineitly a gd bargain to jus pay for an entrance fee of one instead of 2....
hope to utilise it soon or nt i wil be out of the age grp....e in another 4 mths time..aaha...
i also wan to go sun tanning...its been long im out in the sun for a tan!
but gotta wait awhile longer 4 my naval to heal beta....

a brand new week is cumin...
hope al wil be wel n smooth bk on track again...
wish me al the best ppl....

n my royals i reali missed u guys alot...
i missed the old daes!!!!
kang-jiayou 4 ur uni life..i neo u can make it de...u r a strong n determine gal...
sh-we msg each other on n off but i stil miss our whinning daes....
yanti-i miss our shoppin n gossiping times...i neo u wont read this..but u r gettin mia!!!haha
andel-thou we rarely kp in contacts but im glad u stil kp me as ur darling!!!love ya!
jiaying-as usual...u r my honey!!!!miss u lotz...n u r gettin sweeter than me!!how can..ahha.
gene-this mr sissy.....u r being missed la...dnt blush coz i neo u thick skin...ahaha...
alot more of ppl i missed...those in my sch daes life.....hpe none of u forgets me!!!

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{/8/27/2006 10:15:00 PM}

i finali experience the cruel reality of human beings...

yes..i did...

sad to sae its after 21 years of my life i then discover the real meanin...

im so stupid n dumb...

the week b4 was equali bad....

i jus hope i wil feel beta soon...

my heart hurts badly....

n oh peeps....i finali went for my naval pierce n virgin trip to acid bar...

see ya guys again...

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{/8/20/2006 11:00:00 PM}

the finali real adult!!!hahha..

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{/8/15/2006 10:46:00 PM}

the him n the she

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{/8/15/2006 10:45:00 PM}

the beautiful sunset behind us.....

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{/8/15/2006 10:44:00 PM}

the yummy mochi w the big eye gargar...ahhaha

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{/8/15/2006 10:44:00 PM}

a place over at sakae to celebrate 11/8....

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{/8/15/2006 10:43:00 PM}

look at baby...he's so cute la..ahha...onli i wil think he cute la hor...hehehe

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{/8/15/2006 10:41:00 PM}

i simply love him!!!muackz!

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{/8/15/2006 10:38:00 PM}

i simply love him!!!!muackz!

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{/8/15/2006 10:38:00 PM}

the gal i've neo for almost close to 10yrs?!!!!i love her!

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{/8/15/2006 10:36:00 PM}

the pressie from her......

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{/8/15/2006 10:35:00 PM}

us again

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{/8/15/2006 10:34:00 PM}

{dearlie n moi}

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{/8/15/2006 10:33:00 PM}

the highlight is the pearlie necklace from ny royalz!!!eheh

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{/8/15/2006 10:32:00 PM}

the 21st gold key by my lovely dad!!!

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{/8/15/2006 10:31:00 PM}

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY....
to myself.....
mani thx to those who wished me....
reali thankful...
i nvr knew i m actuali a impt character in al of u...
from my 21st chalet party to my actual bd....
thx so muxh to u guys..u neo who u r...
u guys simply rawks...i love u al!
muackz!

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{/8/11/2006 03:00:00 PM}

the one n onli wae to show my love n appreciation to her!

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{/8/08/2006 10:58:00 PM}

the one n onli way to show my love n thankfulness in him!

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{/8/08/2006 10:57:00 PM}

my 21st birthday party!!!!

embarked on our wae from baby's hse to costa....
reached...deco the area n rest 4 alil while b4 startin the fire...
had a hard time startin the fire coz wind was rather big....
soon....
frenz r al cumin in one by one...
makin me al so excited n shy la...
ahha...coz hv to zao dai my guests....
al shy....dnt wan take food for themselves...
must i served them..ahhaha...
my jiaying is the earliest al coz she needs to go off eaali....
so touched tt she jus made it a pt to cum al the way in jus to pass me prezzie....
next is my elisa n her bf...
they r so earli can....i stil nt yet prepared to serve guests....ahha...

soon times a reali passin fast...
al thx to my sis n baby for bbq-ing the food for the night to keep the food flowing in time...
had alot of fun n chats....
cake cuttin is the most memorable one!
takin pixs w al my lovely n love ones.....
i had so much to thx.....

thx baby for makin this dae a memorable one for me
thx my parents who slogged al the way to entertain guests n food 4 me
thx sis for bbq-ing the foods n serving my frens
thx royalz for the surprises they installed 4 me
thx andel n gene for their prezzie n effort
thx preet for her lovely sweet nightie
thx sjc al who made the effort to cum dwn to celebrate w me
thx baby's parents who forked out the bbqs food n marinating
thx baby's sis 4 her angbao
thx al my relatives who made my party a successful one
thx al so much..hope i din left anione out..if i do..i dnt mean it k.....hehhe

finali slept at ard 4 after their jong sessions.....
woke at 10+...headed dwntown for breakfast....
had my eva first ben & jerry icecream!its yummylious k!!!
then headed to wild wild wet coz gt free tix.....
nt very fun..heng its free...haha....
rest for a lil while then its already evenin time....
started a bbq sessin of our own w the left over chicken wings.
mum n dad packed 4 home at ard 9+
n we follow suits to dar's hse at 10+ after packin n washin up.....

al in al...no words described how much i had enjoyed myself over the weekend!
sincerely thank al....!

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{/8/08/2006 10:42:00 PM}

embarkin our wae to coasta sand!