i weeped.... sumhow i doesnt wished tt im alive nor a human @ tis moment.. im super emo,depressed and m tinkin of al sorts of -ve issues.. n awaz w.o fail,i hated myself,awaz nvr accomplishin e wae i wan to be. too mani regrets,dreamz nt cumin true..blah blah blah.. ya..cumin weekend equali sux... (ps.baby,i neo its nt ur fault...) n the ultimate stupidity upcomin jobscope aint makin tis moments any beta... n yea..ttz how i spent my last moments of 2007,alone,lyk a ugli duckling.boo
Happy 2008 every one...
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{/12/31/2007 11:33:00 PM}
♥ Wednesday, December 26, 2007
im gettin emo.. i jus feel the burnin sensation within me.. burstin ani mins...
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{/12/26/2007 11:25:00 PM}
♥ Tuesday, December 18, 2007
xiao liang kou...blisssss......muackz..thx baby for everythin.ai ni
Yoyhoo...im back n alive to blog once again... not much pix tis time thou... coz its jus genting...haha
aniwae..baby n i set out on wed morn 540am to mit up w the rest... nearly gt prob wakin up...slept @ 12 almost 1 the nite b4... set of to woodlands....glad tt ther isnt ani jams..ahha... n yea...330km til our destination... our 1st stop @ 9+ to hv sum mee pok...their soup v niceee..haha... next continue another 100km n stop for e 3 "babies" to rest their engines... n off we continued the rest of our journey up genting w.o hvin lunch... n i tel u...the last final 2laps of the slope is ultra steep... us..being e 3rd car aldry cant c the 1st car when its @ the slope..haha... its so steep tt its almost stra...so scary la..n its amzin how tour bus can jus gt up w a breeze.. n oh..on our wae @ kl city area...(since when we reached there its ard lunch time).. so its super jam..the 2nd car kissed onto another coincidentally another spore car..a minor 1.. n yeap...finali gt to our destinatn...@ 2.00pm+-
n e headache part cums...din neo check into first world hotel gt such a long q... ahaha...we had another 100 q in front of us... so we went to hv or brunch 1st lo... n viola...jus nice after tt we went dwn is our 1 nos... haha..so by then we settled dwn in the hotel is alrdy 430pm...
start our normal shoppin here n ther...stil warmin up... but alrdy moodless le...coz both super lethargic... n so had our dinner...duck soup meee...the one i love... hehe..we bought tix for "tou ming zhuang"...wanted for 1030pm... but dnt neo y we were given 130am....so...diao... ahha...we sae if we nt tired then we go for it..haha..but we both neo la... yeap...we wasted 32rm...hehe,by slpin.k.oed @ 10.30
2nd dae...woke @ 8am....coz weather condition v bad... thinkin if theme park cant play then we wil head to KL.. but the personeel saes can...so... ahha...spent 74rm....after hvin breakfast @ mac.. din play much la...hah..rainin ma...n its so super cold n foggy... rides r closed....
n so...we went shoppin again after settlin w our 2nd check in into a resort hotel. haha...nth much also..we jus idle ard lo... then had pizza hut for lunch... went k-ing too for 2 hrs..onli 13rm/pax waited for the adults to gather after settling the kids w the maid n ah ma... headed off to kl "chinatown" (nite market) @ 730pm by wish.. reached @ ard 9+....had v nan chi hokkien mee n headed bk to genting.. k.oed after tt..ahaha.
3rd dae...meet up w everyone @ 9+ set of to kl times sq w onli 2 cars.... kl's rd is super bumpy...holes here n there...ahha...jams here n there...coz its a wrkin dae... then we parked our car... e rest stayed @ times sq while me n dar hop onto a cab n head to klcc.... its reali gorgeous...haha...spent an hr ther n head bk times sq.... continue to shop...haha... dar gotten Himself a hush puppies shoe n levis jeans for cny... n me...2 heels, a top etc... we spent almost 600rm +- jus @ times sq... ji he n head for dinner for a simple zi cha.... then head bk to genting again... then is as usual lo...
sat set of.....@ 1030 but v funi the 2nd driver cant find his wish @ the carpark... n so ended up settin off @ 11+... stopped here n there for rest pt,brunch..pump petrol... reached spore, home sweet home @ 9+..
a v fun n adventerous trip indeed... its much more fun n relax tt wat i hv expected it to be... thx darlin for the plannins n im sori to cause so much inconvience then... ai ni bao bei....
n YEA!!!!im meetin w my ROyalz tml..lyk finali.. ahha...those gifts i gotten frm bkk is rottin @ my hse le..almost 3mths since i return lo..eheh.. fun time it gona be..ahha
n sadly..dar's gona for reservist startin 24th - 7th... im alonely...most prob for xmas n countwn...boo
I've been tagged by Elf. (girl, my turn to wack you.haha) Instructions 1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint. 2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours. 3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged. 4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!
Favourites Favourite Color: PInk, orange, white Favourite Movie: comedy Favourite Sport: .... Favourite Day of the Week: Friday. Favourite Season: If there's winter.. Favourite Ice Cream: ha-gen-das..haha..melon flavour Current Mood: worried n anxious. Current Clothes: Top & Bottom. -Zzz Current Desktop: dell. Current Time: 11.37pm. Current Surroundings: quiet. Current Annoyances: dad's nt bk yet after a quarrel w mum. Current Thoughts: dad, faster cum home safely First Best Friend: corrina...when i was in PAP First Crush: .... First Movie: ..... First Lie: Since young, I think. First Music: Alphabetic Song? Last Last Drink: Plain water. Last Car Ride: baby's. Last Crush: Baby. Last Phone Cal: Baby Last CD Played: ....
Have you ever? Have you ever dated one of your best friend: No. Have you ever broken the law : yes...i steal a pen when i was young Have you ever been arrested: No Have you ever been on TV: No. Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nope Random 5 things you are good at: - stickin to baby - suan-ing ppl - Sleeping. - thinkin - onlin-ing 4 things you've done today: - acc baby whole dae - Messaged. - Blogged. - Eat & Drink. 3 things you can hear right now: - fan - my keyboard(me typin) - nth else 5 People to tag: - Shuhui - Elisa - kangling
HAppY 53rd AnnIveRsAY baby!!!! its our dae n yet its also my exam dae... dar...i neo as the months of our ' anni' increases it also shows tt our soon to be yet-dnt-neo-when big dae wil be approachin soon... seriously hope to hv u for the rest of my life... i wana be w u nt coz i onli love u now not coz i haven thot it thru seriously if u r the one but al coz i heart u... we may nt live thru the best luxurious gds n eat the best delicacies life may be hard $ may be an issue.. but if ttz wat we've choosen lets walk hand in hand...
examz sux to the max la... it awaz makes me feel n wonder if i shld give up n live normal... be haapy w wat i hv...n not ask for more.... i neo its xian ku hou tian...but but...haiz... its too much of a misery...
tml's on leave for a break to 'reward' on my hard work but i doubt i deserve it... ahah...aniwae im stuck @ home w no where to go no companion.. i also dnt neo i take off for wat... waste my leave...ahha..shal mayb pack my room ba..its gettin lyk a rubbish chute..hehe..
counting down to 10th dec... counting down to 12th dec...