♥ Sunday, August 31, 2008
no one is going to pity you
no one is going to walk with you
no one is able to help you
no one is able to understand wat u r goin thru
no one is going to know ur unhappiness for u're the one facin it ultimately!
yes...the 'you' above is sayin me,yours truely.
no doubt i neo baby will awaz be there with me
n i cant denied the fact tt he has been the strong pillar for me al the while
but, the one facin it is stil me, alone.
weekend awaz shooommm jus lyk that...
tears,fears,super emo
al the above can nvr leave me alone esp @ tis pt of time of the week.
tearin became a routine Now
be it @ work
be it when stress
be it when i feel im so wei qu
n of coz @ tis pt of time @ the end of the week.
sumhow i become a weakling.
i hate tis feelin.
the kind of confidence i had @ work is gone
the kind of appreciation i had from work is gone
the kind of importance i used to be is also gone.
i hv dropped al the wae from a high pt to the lowest point in life.
cld i hv blamed myself for it?
cld i hv made a wrong choice?
cld i hv been happier if i din choose it?
wat do i exactly wan in life, esp for work?
haiz...
baby, i love you n i appreciate you as eva, awaz!!!muackz!
no one is going to walk with you
no one is able to help you
no one is able to understand wat u r goin thru
no one is going to know ur unhappiness for u're the one facin it ultimately!
yes...the 'you' above is sayin me,yours truely.
no doubt i neo baby will awaz be there with me
n i cant denied the fact tt he has been the strong pillar for me al the while
but, the one facin it is stil me, alone.
weekend awaz shooommm jus lyk that...
tears,fears,super emo
al the above can nvr leave me alone esp @ tis pt of time of the week.
tearin became a routine Now
be it @ work
be it when stress
be it when i feel im so wei qu
n of coz @ tis pt of time @ the end of the week.
sumhow i become a weakling.
i hate tis feelin.
the kind of confidence i had @ work is gone
the kind of appreciation i had from work is gone
the kind of importance i used to be is also gone.
i hv dropped al the wae from a high pt to the lowest point in life.
cld i hv blamed myself for it?
cld i hv made a wrong choice?
cld i hv been happier if i din choose it?
wat do i exactly wan in life, esp for work?
haiz...
baby, i love you n i appreciate you as eva, awaz!!!muackz!
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♥ Sunday, August 17, 2008
hmmm.its been a week since my bd...
work is forever hectic.
countin dwn to bkk.but it seems so far.
baby's gg for reservist soon...so fast.
had a wonderful mit up w my royalz
n for the 1st time we'r doin things out of our usual mit up
we had our lots drawn for xmas gift xchange.cool.
im lucky to my secret buddy tt i've drawn.haha.
thank them for the pressie, the treat, the companion!
so on last sat, baby booked for movie @ vivo @ 1050.
But he kp tinkin it to be 1040,so when we went out of hse @ 945
u're freakin in a rush.
til we collect our tix,it saes 1050 n NOT 1040....thx uh.ahha
had nachos set....i love it but its so ex.so seldom get when watchin.
aniwae after tt head to chinatown, then to bugis then to suntec where we had kushinbo.haha
imagine we're out from 945 n walked til we'r home @ 10.
my leg is breakin..oh..we took public trans.hahaha.
but wel,its awaz wonderful to hv ur love one by ur side.
thx baby for everythin!!!i loVE You!
oh wel,results wil be out tml..
xiong duo ji shao le ba....
dnt expect much. so ppl,when i din mention dnt nid ask liao.
if its a hapi one,i'll blog bt it.
else,u al shld neo.ehhe.
trainin starts on mon to wed.
best...so much work to be done n yet ther's tis tupid trainin tt disrupt my schedule.
i forsee ot...haha.
last week for tru tru til she's on leave for 2 weeks to perth n sdyney...
ful of envy..i also wan!boooo...
sumtimes i dnt neo wat im on tis earth for...
for i dnt even neo wat i wan in life.
i dnt neo wat i lyk
i dnt neo wat im pursuing
i dnt neo watz expected of me.
n i hate it.wat shld i do?!haiz.
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{/8/17/2008 03:50:00 PM}
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my bd'08 dinner @ kuishin bo...nice food nice price too...
we're broke after tt....we cld go for cocoa steamboat for the same price.ahha
thx aniwae baby for the treat!!!
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im a soup lover.....had 2 of tis...one seafood one veg!yummy,cld hv had another one if its nt coz we're bloating.ahhah
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i loVVVVVVVVE frUit tarts, esp its crust!!!!!i love their kiwi one thoU!!oMG
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{/8/17/2008 03:44:00 PM}
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the yummy tempura!!nt forgettin e had loads of salmon TOO!
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{/8/17/2008 03:43:00 PM}
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my baby.my love.my one & only...i love u!
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{/8/17/2008 03:38:00 PM}
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jus look @ how cheeky he can be....bish! muackz.ehhe
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{/8/17/2008 03:37:00 PM}
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darlin enjoyin his nachos while i nap @ the cinema for we're the onli oone inside the cinema until another couple joined us jus b4 the show starts..cool uh.....
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{/8/17/2008 03:34:00 PM}
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baby n i, al set to embark on celebratin my bd for the dae.ahha
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{/8/17/2008 03:32:00 PM}
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nt forgettin my sh!...
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{/8/17/2008 03:31:00 PM}
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me w the "super-huge-bowl" tt can fit my face in @ waruka.
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{/8/17/2008 03:29:00 PM}
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ttz my pressie from roYAlz!
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{/8/17/2008 03:27:00 PM}
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i love being close to her n tease her..ehhe♥♥♥
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{/8/17/2008 03:26:00 PM}
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my kang kang n i...
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{/8/17/2008 03:25:00 PM}
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my Yanti n i
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{/8/17/2008 03:25:00 PM}
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my sweet royalz, the gers who nvr failed to leave me w great memories on our each mit ups♥♥♥
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{/8/17/2008 03:22:00 PM}
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♥ Monday, August 11, 2008
HaPPY BIRthDAY to ME~~~~!!!!
thx al for the wishes...
n my wish is to be more useful @ work.haha!
of coz thx darling for the bIGG Feast!!!
i love u baby!!!muaczk!
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{/8/11/2008 12:41:00 AM}
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♥ Monday, August 04, 2008
HapPY HAppY 61St AnnIversary dearest Honey BaBY!!!!!
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♥ Sunday, August 03, 2008
last thurs n fri can sae was the v 1st 2 "dwn" daes w the firm...
dnt neo watz wrong but sumhow unlucky situation falls on me on the 2 consecutive daes.
wel,mayb coz its the 1st dae of 7th mth?
hmmm...
i dnt neo m did i react toomuch or wat but sumhow @ tt pt of time i was so upset n stress.
i start to doubt my capabilities in the firm.
m i contributing to the firm or..i dnt neo.
n it makes me fear headin to work w.o neoin wat wil happen when im @ work tml, cumin weeks.
blah blah blah.
god bless me...
on the lighter note, i went to watch money no enuf on sat w baby n his sis...
a great laugh thou ther's sum lame pts.
while the show was endin n ther i was waitin to exit,
work n unhapi issues evolves again.
im sori baby if u feel im weird n unapproachable during the weekend.
but i sincerely thank u for the yummy n wen xin dinner u prepared last fri!
from buyin rice n veg to makin them to yummy dishes reali makes me feel v xin fu.
i love you!!!muackz!
then again....aunt n mum finali decide to fly w us...
diff hotel thou.
i honestly hopes my aunt dnt cum up w ani more cranky ideas le.
i wan to hv a hapi holi w baby....
countin dwn to tis weekend...
counting dwn to bkk...so far!
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{/8/03/2008 11:03:00 PM}
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